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2008-02-19T17:59:00.003+08:00

Im really very sad .
Cried out my heart yesterday night & today i had a bad swollen eyes .
Why am i just fated to be like this .
Whys !?
I really regretted going kovan & find them for dinner
& i have to know this thing .
But sooner or later he will say out to me .
I got really very hurt this time .
Much deeper than that time when Person A hurt me .
I just don't get it.
I have been telling myself for the past few months to believe that
What my friends said were true
Saying that you got a lill bit of interest etc on me .
& i made my mind that yeah i have to think positively !
As mr lee said so , if you keep telling yourself that you will fail .
Then surely the outcome would be a bad one.
I listened to what my friends & teachers remark.
& now
Then result is so ..
Why ?
I had already said that after i confessed to Person B .
He didn't talk to me or anymore ler .
He is trying to run away from reality .
So he ignored me .
I told my friends about it.
they said i had some negative thoughts & told me not to anyhow think
Must think of the bright side
& i listened to them.

I told my friends maybe its fate that i couldn't be with him.
They keep telling me its not true .
Giving me hopes that he would one day accept me.
But im wrong.
everything changed after i confessed.
It totally changed.
His attitude towards me etc.
I got really upset .
I cried for hours yesterday night
& cut myself.
Do you know ? i think even if you know
you don't give a damn to it .
The pain of cutting myself is the same as what my heart had taken .
That outcome which i didn't hoped would happen .
Maybe is i too Zhi Zuo Duo Qin.
Thinking he would like me.
Being so Bhb .
I know my friends doesn't want to see me in this state.
But what can i do ?
Face the consequences ? If i could though.
Everywhere i go , there are memories of him.
Even my own room , a small lill road towards my house , Macdonald
& worsed of all . His house & the school.
Today had english test & i saw the word FATE .
Fate . why do i have to see this word.
Its remind me of everything .

Just now Person C told something.
& yeah i heard that you like a girl from other school.
& you know her for 3 years.
You got someone in your mind .
whenever i think about those memories . i will cry .
Maybe the only thing i can do now is .
Forget about you & hoped the person in your mind will stead with you .
I don't know how long does i need to forget you .
There a sentence i heard from suyu.
Its takes one day to fall in love But One Year to forget someone .
Maybe i might take a year .
2 hurting things happened so fast.
One is last year october . which i havent heal from the fall
& now again a greater fall for me .
If i choose to go on , i don't know what will happen to me next time already.
I don't dare to like you anymore.
I had enough .
You are happy that i give up right ?
& YES ! I GIVE UP! YOU WIN.
I HAD ENOUGH OF IT.
I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN & AGAIN.
YOU SEE CLEARLY.
i don't know whether will you read this or what.
& this is my final decision
Even though i hated to give up on you.
But that the only thing i can do.
Maybe you will think im foolish that i cut my ownself because of you.
BUT do you feel the pain im having right now ?

2008-02-17T21:55:00.007+08:00

Today was oh so Fun :D
Peeeps came to my hse , woots !
But very tiring ehs ?
I did 4 stuffs in the morning
1st. Sweep floor
2nd. Mop floor.
3rd. Wash up the kitchen & my room
4th. Wash the utensils etc.
Argh , damn tiring lar
But just for one day because sotong coming over too
Its worth it [:
Minqi & suyu came around 11plus
Then with the help of minqi .
We cooked Spaghetti for lunch .
Its yummy okays ? :D
After that sirui and the rest came
& i thought sotong didnt want to come or what.
Then i have some stupid negative thoughts
Like ever since i told sotong that i Love him , he didn't talk to me already D:
But in the end he came :D
& Andrew brought his hamster over too !
Woots ! they are so cute cans ?
Played Mahjong & banluck
Then after that my mom called me into the room.
& she gave me last mintues stuffs one lar
Suddenly says we going over to 8th uncle house.
Wth !
Quarrel with her then went out the room.
My face was so ofmg -.-
Angry mar ! no choice.
Then i teared a lill bit
But Sirui and suyu cheered me up
Aye nono ! is everyone :D
I Just Love them so much !
Our forte is One for all & All for one !
Then after they went home .
I cleaned up & went to bathe
Then my dad told me that we not going ler
Because nobody is at home.
Wth ! got super fed up
I couldn't spend much more time with them & Especially him ]:
But nvms ! at least he came.
Which satisfied me already (:
Okays time for some pictures already

2008-02-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

Im here to blog As Wong Shu Mei ask me to blog . so yeah :D
Hms , today is valentine day!
& finally i have the guts to give him the present !
I gave him after the english lesson
& thanks suyu , for helping to give him the present :D
Im Super shy in front of him lar ( tht wht suyu said )
Then his classmates all go ask him who give one etc.
i think sooner or later . everybody will know about it
Argh !
& Oh Oh ! When samuel was still young.
He is uber cute alrights ?
Andrew got his photo !
Argh ! i want it . Ofmg

& Today im super suay man .
First was during Pe , we played floorball
Then shannon accidentally hit the ball too hard & i was in front of him
the ball flew up and hit my lips.
I thought there wasn't any blood so i wanted to continue and play
suddenly i tasted blood , then i cried . Lmaos -.-
But nevermind i didn't blame him .
Second , After school we went for badminton
& my leg got bruise
i smacked the racket on my leg lar
Wth , so pain sia -.-

I think i gna fail my Maths test 4
I guess i will get o / 20 for it
Suddenly my mind went completely blank when the papers are handed to me .
then i don't know how to do
Im so dumb D:
But luckily i scored well in my english :D
Especially the test one Personal Recounts ; 15/20
Yeahyeah .
My english is Improving . But Maths is deproving ]:
Okays i needa go off
Tada Peeeps :D
& Ohyeah . i wish i could go out with shumei on saturaday

2008-02-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

Just came back from kovan :D
Went to meet Samuel , Brendan & Andrew for dinner .
Ate Teriyaki chickren rice at one Japanese shop .
Its Delicious :D
Then Brendan need run back home open the door for his dad
& run back heartland mall agains .
After that , followed the guys to one shop cause brendan need to take his psp memory card .
Yeahs ! Me was like odd one out -.-
They having guys talk while me standing behind them.
But nevermind :D
I went because of him .
& Oh i almost sprained my ankle , thanks to the guys
Asked me jump down thr -.-
Then Andrew took mrt home , while me and samuel went to the bustop.
That si brendan purposely went home because he planned that me and him could talk.
But Hohohos . His plan didn't even succeed lar.
We walked as if we were strangers & don't know each other .
The distance in between us is so faaaaar !
& so its mean he didn't talk to me at all D:
But He said bye when he went up his bus .
Hms better than nothing(:
Tmr is valentine day !
& i completed my hearts .
Credits to my friend : Elis , Liyan , Minqi , Sirui , Geraldine , Ruwen , Suyu & Charlyn .
Sry if i missed out anyone :/
Thanks alot & alot :D
If it wasn't you guys , i think i need to burn midnight oil & do this.
But is like not Sincere lo
Got people helped me do , i hoped he won't mind
& Ofmg .
Tomorrow is my dead day mans !
I don't know how im suppose to give him the thingy
Argh ! I gonna be so dead & Paiseh man .
& Valentine im spending it alone ]:

2008-02-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Its 12.18am right now
& Im still not sleeping .
Oh im wrong . i don't intend to sleep tonight though :D
But seriously im uber tired
My eyes is so freaking small that i could just fall asleep once i just close my eyes right now
That shows how tired im .
& tomorrow there gonna be so many lessons
Surely i would sleep in class . Let me see ..
If im not wrong , i will sleep in History / Social Studies .
Ah , 2 subjects are about some historical stuffs
& both teachers are yet to be boring.

My brother is back home from duty
& so its mean i could only use the internet up to 2plus
as he sleep around that timing .
But nvms , internet not important for me now
The most important thing i yet to do finish
is folding the paper hearts
& Ofmg . I only left 2 days to complete that bottle
which i left about 2/3 more of it.
The worse of all , Most popular stalls don't have anymore stocks on the bigger size paper hearts
Argh ! Im so so so dead man :/
I just found out that when i fold this paper heart.
I had to be so secretive , needa look around whether is my parents watching me or whatever.
Just like they were the police & im the theif .
I need to be extra careful on the things i does
Even not sleeping at night , i ought to be careful -.-
Okays ! i shall stop yakking so much craps
i need to go do my stuffs already.
Ta-Da :D

I only had one wish . Just hoped you could be my bf :/
Im Dead tired man

2008-02-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today stayed at home for the whole day
Yups , many people came to my house :D
First was my neighbour
Came and took some pictures with them
I look sucky though D:
Then around 12plus , my brother and dasao came
& she gave me a teddy bear for valentine
Thanks :D
Then ate lunch at home & kept mopping the floor -.-
Did alot of housechores too , dead tired man
Just by cleaning the floor & washing the plates could kill me
Then played mahjong till my cousins came to my house
Served them drinks etc
& play a few rounds with my uncle
& i keep winning
$20.50 for the first round with my family
Woots :D
But lose my brother by 0.50
Ofmg . si brother
Okays then later at evening my aunt came !
Yaye , finally man
but quite troublesome for them though
as they had to travelled from m'sia to s'pore
After dinner with them , had a chat with sotong and brendan
& i finally told sotong that i like him
& i think he tio shock lar
Suddenly said thankyou for telling him then gdluck in cny
like so weird , hms but if i gave him the present on valentine day
think he would be more shock then now
Because he won't know actually i did all this just for him
By staying up late at night to rush and do finish the hearts
But neverminds , im willing to do this(:
Okays time for some pictures :D

saw the words ? Happy Valentine :D

that teddy bear , dasao bought for me :D

Twist ! Zillian ger is back(:

Hand over the Chocolate . Nobody Get Hurts

My Face loook so Fat -.-

Mirror is my best Camwhoring partner :D

My Neighbour :D

i look so -.-

Camwhoring is fun fun fun :D

2008-02-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Cny :D
& yaye finally cny reached
which means i could get lots of MONEY and wear new clothes :D

So dead tired man
today went to so many relatives house
First took 1hr mrt ride
from hougang to jurong east
Ofmg , damn damn far lar -.-
wondered why must my uncle lived so far away
still need to take bus in order to go his sia
almost vomited cause of the train & bus
After that bus-ed to Buona Vista to visit my Dayi
That time is already like 3plus liao
then took taxi to chinatown
Almost all taxi driver don't want to go chinatown lar -.-
Reached there went to my 3rd aunt house
Saw my 8th uncle there too

Aye after all my family tree is super big one
Got uncle from 1 - 8 etc.
Diaos lo , must call so many people
Hms , then after that walked over to my 4th uncle house
Which is at the same blk as my 3rd aunt
sit there for like 15 mins then go off ler
Had dinner at mac :D
Then bus-ed to my 7th aunt house at zion road
then walked over to my cousin house
which is my 7th aunt de children .
Stayed there until 10
then finally bus-ed back home
My family super messy one lo
i sometimes forgot what their name lar
Too big -.-
& tomorrow they coming over to my house
& i need to clean the floor again which i did yesterday already
but still its dirty lar
Okays time for some pictures :D

the hearts i fold just for hims , still chionging :D

My dumb brother :D

at 4th uncle house :D

My dad calls me Ahlian -.-

Lalala , <3>

2008-02-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

Its 2.21 am now & im still not asleep yet .
Busy folding paper hearts
Think i gonna burn midnight oil to finish the hearts eh .
8 more days before valentine day
I got to chiong & finish up that glassbottle
which i think need about 6 packets or more of the paper
Mygosh.
& i have been doing it fr the whole afternoon
but it only filled up 1/4 of the bottle
OhMyTians sia

Hms lets talk about today
Ehs after school actually wanted to wait for Sotong to finish school
in the end went to suyu house for awhile
After that brendan lee promised me that if they going anywhere will inform me
but , when i reached hougang mall
They all pangseh me D:
saw me , charlyn and suyu . All zhao ar .
Wth lar
i go there have only 1 motive
Which is to spend time with him .
Then your all zhao to his house
& brendan said it was sotong idea to siam when they see me .
i ask them what happened then he said is sotong don't want me go his house because he doing something secret .
then i bobian slacked at hougang mall with suyu and charlyn
They helped me fold heart while i cut
then the paper kept flying around & shoot dao charlyn.
She jitao angry ar . Lmaos
I just don't understand lo
what they doing , why must it be soo secretive
see us must zhao one

& woots tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve
& i can wear my new clothes sooon . tomorrow half-day also
but need go home help parents do stuffs
sians . wanted to spend time with him
but suan ler , later i tio scolding from my mom
& she will say all nonsense about my ' Boyfriend '
hurhur . funny mother
told her i no boyfriend
she keep saying i got bf then ask me don't go outside there and have relationship
& blablabla -.-
but hor she saw me doing the heart shape thingy , aye she will surely guess dao smth wrong liao lar
Okays whatever .
She want say jiu say
Hoped didn't spread to my dad
i need go & continue doing my heart already .
Think i not sleeping bahs .
Tada peeps :D

2008-01-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hms something happened yesterday night which made me cried for an hour .
i don't know whether should i feel happy or not
Maybe to some people it might be a good news if they didn't choose the same road as me
I regretted alot & is really alot .
i made one stupid mistake which i didn't even considered it for awhile
& i gave up
All because of person A , she made me did something which i regretted it now
im not saying that it was her fault
But maybe my friends were right
they told me not to give up , one day will be my turn ..
but i did not heed their advice
and within a few minutes , i made my decision
Sookchin was right too , i don't have perserverance .
Whys ?
why must this thing happened to me all times
Once i decided to give up and next something that i wished before came true

Is this destined for me ?
does it mean that i need to think twice before i do anything
Does it mean that i need to perservere no matter what happened .
why must i always feel so regret
do anyone of you understand how i am feeling right now .
whenever i think about it , i will start to cry .
can anyone of you understand me ?
i don't think so , im alone ..
why must my wish always be the same
' wished that he would like me again '
Why !?
im really very sad ..
Although i might look normal / happy .
but inside me when i am alone , things about last time would pop out agains .
im crying right now .
but no one knows

2008-01-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ohyes ! im not going for obs camp alr .
thanks to my mom , she talked to the principal
& Ms Soh agrees to allow me not to go for the camp :D
Okays today school was boring yeahs .
Physics test was easy even though i didn't study much .
Hoped i can pass
But i flunked badly for my chinese test ]:
got 38 / 70
My god . Just passed by few 3 marks
First time got such a lousy grade , Rahs !
Neverminds , shall work hard (:
Projects are coming up now
Had an english project about newscast , need to have news report etc.
Woots ! Fun :D
i want make video , want to be the news reporter !
Today slept in class alot of times sia .
Because yesterday sms-ed small kid until 11plus , so super tired =x
Slept in chinese and maths lessons.
Chinese lesson , i write halfway jiu fall asleep .
Slept for like 20mins without teacher spotting me sleeping :D

After school, slacked at hg mall while waitting for samuel .
Around 4.oo went to samuel house & play mahjong
on the bus , si small kid go disiao me
keep pointing middle finger at me , then i Poke poke him :D
Reached his house & we like sitting there for 15 mins
because samuel doesn't want to bring out the table
So me , minqi and sirui lied down on his bed
then that si small kid
go take on small pillow thingy and hit me
Rahs then i go poke him again
Its was fun lar :D
Minqi and sirui said me and samuel play and talk until very close
Of course mar , He is my grandma lehs ~
Lmaos ! cannot pangseh grandnuer , if not i poke him ar .
He is so fun to be bully by me sia .
Nooob ahma (:
then around 5.30 brendan , andrew and kenn came
& i left his house . Alone ]:
No one pei me lo , sians then became abit emo
too lonely , hahs .

Tomorrow there's band
Have to wake up early ]:
then after that go kovan lan find charlyn .
Hoped i today can sms samuel again & chat lar(:
& luckily today my mom didn't said anything about my ' boyfriend ' .

2008-01-24T20:34:00.001+08:00

Today had fun lar :D
First went school very late like around 7.20 then reach classroom.
then something very hilarious happened lar .
Luckily Chemistry test is postponed to tomorrow
Didn't study for it but Poa test surely gonna fail
Don't know what the answer for most of the question , just anyhow fill in .
Die man =x

After school , me, sameul , kenn , brendan , sirui and suyu went to minqi's house to play mahjong .
Her granny cooked meehoon for us.
Ofmg delicious :D
ate 2 / 3 plates of it , hehs pig .
then later played few rounds of mahjong & i won !
Woots ~
Around 5.30 left her house and took 72 back to hougang .
After that Brendan and Samuel accompany me back home.
So good of them but they kept critisize me being short.
and all those stupid nonsense for being short etc.
But is fun :D
Laughed like siao
Actually they only pei me until the traffic light junction there
but in the end , they pei me dao my doorstair .
Had so much fun lar .
They ask me to close the door then they will walk off
but i closed it , they came up agains
Then i decided to stand at the door there , that si small kid
Don't allow me to open the door , still bluffed me that his hand was very pain as i kept pulling his hand away .
In the end , brendan want to come my house play o2jam
So he play his o2jam while me kept poking samuel
Lmao !
Hahaha he is scared of tickles && i gonna bully him man
But i think he don't know my witness
So he can't make me back , woots :D
then around 6.50 they left .
After they left , i kena tio scolding from my mom.
she said
" Why i call you , you didn't answer .
And never study only know how to have boyfriend "
Which she is refering to Small kid .
Even though i told her i don't have boyfriend / he is not my boyfriend
She just don't believe , then while eatting my dinner
i was sms-ing small kid , then my mom saw me keep smsing
then said " who you smsing hur ? " Like some sort of suspecting me smsing my 'boyfriend' -.-
Nevermind , she want to suspect just like her be .
Just don't want her to tell my dad about it .

& i think my final decision is made right now .
I have think clearly that .
There no point for me to wait for him , sometimes we need to let go
the longer i hold onto , the more deep i will be hurt .
Even though 2 days ago , i said i would continue .
but i think carefully , maybe sirui and suyu was right
He not that worth it & im sorry if you happened to read this
but yeahs im expressing how i am feeling
So yeahs , i just have to learn to let go
& start afresh
Like what small kid said , there are more better people out there compared to him.
Anyways thanks small kid & brendan
For accompany me back home.
Espcially small kid lar
Said so much craps & poking you is fun
You made my day , thanks alot :D

2008-01-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

Woked up 6.20 today for band
&& had footdrills , interview and games .
Alrights , i confirm not choosen for band majors .
Didnt even answer a single question & yeahs i don't want to be a major , too stressed(:
My footdrills sucks can ? Argh D:
&; games were fun Especially H2o.

in the afternoon , went to bugis with my mom
& Shop for new year clothes :D
Bought 6 tops , 1 cardigan , 2 bottoms , 1 necklace &; shoes
Which total cost me 130 plus bucks .
Ofmg .
Kill me man !
So expensive , overshot the amount that my dad gave me which is 100bucks lar
but im satisfied with what i bought .
even though i look abit lian with the cardigan
But aye , my dad didn't complain me being lian so whatever :D
went shopping for like 2hrs.
1st went to bugis street
then to this fashion
& lastly back to bugis street again to buy the cardigan .
i can't wait for new year to arrive !
then i could wear those clothes that i bought .
took bus 80 home & saw Elis , Lingen & Amanda (:

went home quickly to eat my dinner .
then went over to my brother's new house .
They renovating in march .
then saw the golden retriever & aw !
So cute lar , pat it too :D
okaays then went home & try my outfits :D
& im a narcissit so bear with me for being so zilian.
Lmaos
So obviously i took pictures of me wearing the clothes.
& i really find myself look so lian with the cardigan =X
but neverminds , abit lian doesn't matter rights ?
shall let the pictures do the talking .
So have fun reading on . even though its boring hur ? (:

2008-01-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

hais nowadays im just feeling so damn emo lar .
espcially yesterday during history lesson .
Emo dao i cannot take it and wrote out what im feeling
than suyu jiu read dao lo.
Today did the same thing again
During history lesson ; wrote things out since the teacher don't give a damn
See him , i really think he changed ler
he didnt talk to me or what already .
& this is what i wrote :

One sided love is really very tough .
i regretted on telling you that i still didn't gave up on you and still like you .
but now i just feel that you really changed right after what i told you about it .
you changed to a person like you don't talk to me anymore unlike last time
im really very lonely ; you know ? last time you would make me happy but what about now ?
i could only just continue to like you and to face the consequences myself in which you are hurting so much .
im really very sad .

i told suyu about what i think , thought you didn't talk to me because you was trying to ignore me and would succeed on makig me give up on you .
But she said you were just too shy etc
& i don't believe though .
i just hoped that you could stead with me again but the more i hoped , it would turn out to be a disappointment .
So now i don't dare to go think about you with me etc . just like im dreaming and hoped it would come true
Im having more and more negative thinkings .
you have driven me to the point that i could not hold on any longer and i would give up on you .

now i have to make my own final decision whether to continue on or give up ..
Suyu told me to give up as you were just not worth it for me to wait on .
But to me you worth every single thing .
People are making me more and more fan nao .
Addding so much thoughts on me .
Making me think even more negative things .
I just hoped that you could help me ..
Hais i don't know already .
Maybe im just not too good for you
& i cannot force things to be the way i want it to be ..

2008-01-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

2nd post of the day .
&& i seriously hate myself .
Im just so so HUMJI
that even a small thing like chatting with him would kill me alrights ?
i wanted to talk to him so much in msn
& yet i humji here and there .
Everytime go out with friends
I would be the daring one to do it first.
& now just a simple thing made me changed so much .
Sirui and brendan had being telling me from just now
Don't be so negative and don't blame myself.
But im in my own world
The dreamworld
The Optimistic Munyee which everytime tells people to think positively and nothing is impossible
Is currently gone .
I don't know where did she gone to .
& Just being Humji had changed everything.
Every single thing .
Just like this afternoon .
Was surprised that you came to my house
At first i was quite hyper , but after you came
i became a different person ; So quiet and shy ?
Maybe because you know i like you already .
which make me treat you differently compared to others .
i don't know lar.
i just dont dare to talk to you the way i normally talk to others
Some sort of being careful about how im talking etc .
I just don't like myself being like that.
& yet i hated myself for now ; disappointed
Yesterday i had a werid nightmare
i forgot what was it about
But the main thing is you .
Which make me cry while dreaming of the nightmare .
Weird though .
i don't know already .
I just wish you could be by my side ]:
& im not blaming anybody for this but just myself
i have to find back my ownself with the support of you
i really hoped .

2008-01-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

After what brendan told me about wht you said .
I suddenly feel so Emo kind ]:
i don't know should i feel happy or emo lehs
So weird
But i really wish you could be back with me D:
Hais , thought ltr you will come to my house
but sadly you not free
Since now you don't know ler
i shall not force you to like me or what ..
You make your own decision bahs ..
But there one thing i wna say
i will not give up no matter what
<3 you so deeply that i could do foolish stuffs like using penknife to cut myself just to forget you
Im stupid but this is to determine that i really Love you so much .
Although cutting myself is painful
but not as pain as how you broke my heart .
Maybe im not that good for you to like me .

不想懂得 By Angela :D

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
互相照顧就是幸福的

當世界　不知不覺的變了
有時后　我懷念以前的我
作的夢雖然遠遠的
想像是一種快樂
擁有了　同時也失去什麼
而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱
你讓我在霧里成熟
心開始曲折
我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

怕抱不緊什麼我不想舍得　不想懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

我愿意一秒鐘放棄全宇宙
擠在只有我們緊靠的小星球

我不想舍得　不想懂得
是誰惹誰　言不由衷
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)
說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯
怕抱不緊什麼
我多不舍得多不懂得
誰說割愛　才更深刻
彼此依賴是愛不是負荷
能握著手就是感動的

This song describe how im feeling right now(:

2008-01-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

I finally find back my ownself already.
After much thinking to confirm with it .
i wished you would be reading this & know what im feeling right now .
Alrights Its been 9 months already.
&& i havent give up on you yet
But did you notice it ?
I was once a two timer
Before Last year class chalet.
You hurt me so deeply that i cried so badly in my whole life
I cried for hours and hours
Going to school with that small tiny swollen eyes.
Cried at home and in class .
Every place possible for me to think of you again.
During chalet ; its pretty obvious i still like you.
Like me playing with you , during bbq you told us that you cant stay over
&& i was quite emo but eventually you did which make me happy.
After that chalet ; i told everyone i like another person.
You know why ?
Because i was afraid that i cant give up on you .
i don't dare to like you again.
im afraid of being hurt so deeply .
Maybe breaking my heart might be a small thing to you .
But is really very painful ; i guess you don't know .
& i really like Sotong before but not as deep as yours
during that period of time.
i thought if i like Sotong .
Then i could forget you bits by bits everyday.
but im wrong .
I still cant get over you till now .
I was a two timer ; i admit it
but in the end i choose you again.
i followed my heart & chosen this path .
I really hoped you will read this post
&& know i still like you
Maybe you will hate me , because i was once a two timer
Haishx ]:

2008-01-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

FCKING BAD MOOD LAR.
At first ; thought thr band && they tmr going fr badminton.
then after that know dont have band was happy
because could spent time with my friends and him
then go tell person A
&& he told me . He and person B not going fr badminton
Fck lar.
Im not happy lar.
then what the point fr me going.
i wanted to spend time with you
&& now u got training.
I cried lar
Im dumb or stupid lar.
I now would rather i have band !!!
IM NOT HAPPPY !
Fcuk is the only word could describe how im feeeling right now.

Imagine you in my shoes.
Like you wanted to go that place so much with ur friends .
Like going to escape
then at first your dad dun allow.
Then the next day ; ur dad allow u to go && u call ur friends about it.
&& they tell u that it was cancelled
Would u feeel good.
As simple as that lar.
Knn.
Im not trying to be xiaoqi over such small matter
Or be angry with Person A or B
Venting my anger in here.

2007-12-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

Its the last day of 2007 :D
&& so tomorrow will be HsH && BBT Birthday.
woots ~
Today went for our outings.
Met them at interchange 10am in the morning.
Tian ; that early D:
then bus-ed to www
&& had our fun ~~
Played every single game except for one which i don't know what the name of it .
got one time ; me and sirui got separated from minqi , suyu and doro D:
went searching for them everywhere .___.
& Oh my tian , we tio sunburn
But i <3 being sunburn , so no big deal though :D
then after that quickly went to bathe and went to vivo.

The movie ' I am legend ' Sucks alright ?
Me and minqi tio shocked by the movie for don't know how many countless time lar .
Stupid ==
got one time ; brendan saw me jumping up cos xiadao .____.
&& that theatre is damn cold , me and minqi's legs are freezing like hell .
Damn it .
then after that took mrt back home :D
Alrights my post are lame ; nobody is reading it ehs .
Just entertaining this blog in order not to let it rot
But my tagboard is rotting sooon ; someone tag pleasee ~ D:

2007-12-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

yesteray woke up at damn early ; 6.30 for band.
Raaawr ! i want my sleeeep D:
was searching that damn music for grease that score.
&& think it went missing .
cant find it anywhere ; so in the end whole practice played hawaii five-o
During break . thr this damn girl from one cca
came and cut the queue . What the fcuk lar .
Pissed off alrights ?
im there first . then she keep screaming behind me to the uncle.
Uncle ! 2 bottles of don't knw what drink & one cup of 100plus.
Go and die lar.
See her face jiu bu shuang.
&& that uncle go served her first instead of me ; bias.
After band went to minqi with suyu.
&& i got my cute lill present :DD
Damn soft & nice to hug ; thanks wangzi :D
Alrights . then around 5.30 cabb-ed back home.
&& gah. stupid peak hour.
Actually the taxi fare only $5.40
just because of that 30% peak hour charge.
It increased to 7plus.
Rawr ~ Nvms
At night ; my dad keep kpkb.
scolding me just because i want a new school bag.
&& there he is yelling at me .___.

today stayed at home and was mugging :DDD
Hhehs ; trying to be a guai kia
was doing that maths homework given by my DASAO .
Crap ; 6 practices .
&& nobody teaching me how to do.
she just throw in those homework
and had to be hand up by tomorrow morning.
alright crap.
Now only finding help from suyu.
Left 3 more exercise
and im done.
Can someone help me please ?
Im going to have some serious brain damage .
ROFL
&& i seriously hate maths.
Don't ask me why ; because i don't have any specific reason for it.
Ohyeahs . Im a Chimalogy student ? ROFL.
CHIMALOGY = english word which i cant find in the dictionary
Taught by the Cutey low rui jun :D
Specially thanks to her ; LMAO

2007-12-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Pop was tiring though
Stood thr for hours && rehearsal 2 times before the actual starts
but saw Emmeline ; Hohoho :D
Aye ; left early so didnt get to chat with her D:
So the pop was fine
but my heart was about to pop out when jackson said samuel's name
because right after that was mine.
My heart was pumping like mad .___.
Alrights ; but think i did some mistake ?
&& then walked to interchange with ruijun
Chatted along the way :D
Okaaays ! i lazy to type the details about what happened in the afternoon.
Then at night ; went hgm to buy Minqi's christmas present
Although christmas is over
Then Si Sotong saw me !
RAHS ~
Never call me && don't even want to tell me where he is .____.
Bought a cute tortoise for minqi
&& omg .
That Big Baby Pooh cost only 30 bucks !
Thought it will be like 50plus ?
I want that Pooh ! AH !
But currently im broke .
Think is on the 30% discount so it does cost so cheap
Rawr i want it !
Can someone buy for me ? :X
Just Joking .
Alrights ; tomorrow there band .
after band shall go find the Mf clique :D
thats all.
Short post uh ?
&& ohyeahs i took some zilian pictures just now
With Si sotong's cap that i bought for him as christmas present
Alrights ; Taadaaa ~ ^^

2007-12-24T17:21:00.000+08:00

I have been crying since yesterday night .
&& my eyes are swollen like -.-
i have made my decision after such a long time.
few days ago ; i decided to continue && don't give up.
but something happened last night made me changed it .
i don't really blame person A
i don't wish our friendship would turn bad because of Person B.
so i have to give up on him .
i really make me think alot ; i don't want to give up
but other than that ; i don't know what i can do .
Your words are hurting to me..
I cried just now again.
Person B ; you going to give me a christmas present.
The first thing in my mind is .
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME .
i already decided to give up && now you making me feel so regretted on doing so.
I really regret alot .
&& cried
But .. maybe u would give me a present not because you had a feeling towards me
Maybe because i gave you the keychain i bought in KL & you really thought it was christmas present
even though i said i wanted to give you another present
But you insisted on rejecting it
So you giving me back too .
Maybe i think too much until i cried .

Since i made a decision on giving up
Thr no point fr me to cry over you like mad to take back the words i decided .
I cant changed to the way i want it to be .
Even if i regret it now ; but thr nothing i can do already
So from now on You are just my friend ..
The friend that i liked before.
Those memories are just vividly appearing in my mind .
that the only thing im happy when im with you

2007-12-19T20:42:00.000+08:00

Didn't post fr days alr .
im just so lazy lar ~ =X
hms ~ today went kovan super bowl thr meet minqi && others.
At first only got me , minqi & brendan.
then they bowl ; i didn't
After that we waited fr others fr damn long lo
Raahs ~ bite people alr.
Then played 2 or 3 rounds jiu go heartland mall buy food.
Bought bubble tea && that drink sucks lo
so sweet ._____.
&& intend to go brendan hse and add some water in it.
Played with princess .
she damn playful can; keep biting people der.
make me and suyu scream like hell.
Even though she just a puppy which is 3 months plus old.
but she super active lo ><
played audi awhile && i finally Lvl 17
yaye :DDD
must thks suyu ^^!
Around 4.45 jiu went back home luhs.
Reached home kena scolded by my mom
&& she thr naggging dao i tmr cant go out with them alr
Sobs ~ TT
gna stay at home &&& ROT (:
pathetic life .
i want to watch Alvin && the chipmucks
Rawr ~~
Fedup .
Nvm ask Dumb kor pei me audi the whole day :DD
okaays lar ; that all fr today
&& here are the 2 pictures that i took in brendan's hse ^^

2007-12-15T08:19:00.000+08:00

didn't post fr sometime alr.
so yesterday morning minqi came my house around 10.30
prepare && went to sports hall to book court.
After that cabbed to brendan hse
Finally i saw his dad.
&& his dad look so young !
was quite shocked though.
played audition :/
Ohyeah kenn came too(:
then slack thr until 12plus
Cabbed to sports hall again.
played until 2pm then went to minqi hse and play mahjong :D
&& on the way thr ; brendan seems to be very angry with us ><

Long time didn't play mahjong alr ; skills deproved alr
Minqi's grandma cooked Beehoon fr us.
Its damn delicious :D
i only ate 1 and a half plate of it ; the rest gave brendan.
Suyu ate 1 plate ; Minqi ate 2plate
The guys are mad lar ; eat that big pot of it .______.
think equivalent to 6 plate of it fr each of them.
Went back played fr awhile.
Around 5plus went off alr.
chitchatted on the bus ; my hp dropped on the floor ~ !
Battery came out && got scratches alr D:

&& last of all yesterday was my parents birthday ~
Happy belated birthday :D

2007-12-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Got a sad news from suyu.
she asked sotong ; do he like me now? will stead?
well his answer both were No.
1 week ago ; suyu asked him the same question before.
he said he don't know about it.
maybe later at the time he will.
but ..
the result is the same..
i don't know what should i do.
我知道爱情是不可以勉强，勉强是没有幸福的。
then what do you want me to do..?
wait for you?
1 month , Half a year or even one year?
i still remember that time when i like person A for Half a year.
Half a year okaays.

i have been waitting fr him since this year may.
&& after mch struggling from all those obstacle
like him being stead with 2 person that period of time.
Have me been shedding tears for many times.
those diffculties i finally went through it.
&& i got what i want..
but..
he hurt my feelings fr him after that significant day that im waitting fr.
he broke my heart ; everything.
&& now..
is Person B.

suyu said she would help me no matter what..
when i was on the phone with her ; i sounded very happy.
Like nothing seems to happen.
but i cried after that ; i don't know if i could wait any longer.
now i waited for him for 1 monthplus alr.
but..
the answer is still no.
well ; i don't know alr.
thr only 2 choices for me.
1. wait for him no matter how long it is.
2. give up on him.

which should i choose?
wait for him?
but.. how long will it be?
i don't know if i can still wait fr 6 months just for his answer
&& the result of it would turn out a sad thing.
wasting my time for him and it ended so fast.
im really very depressed about this.
i don't wish to talk anymore..

2007-12-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday ; early morning Sotong sms-ed me
the news was shocking lo.
Although it wasn't really related to me but is related to him
So wasn't in a good mood.
My badminton skills made me very fed up.
Cant play well today, something affected me alot though.
so yeahs was quite moody , didn't talk alot.
then left fr band meeting.
walked to school with Shumei, Adonia, Eileen & Mayuri.
yeahyeahs~
discussed stuffs around 5pm went to hg mall with shumei.
Lend her some money to buy pencilbox
then went to mrt station help my mom carry things.

Reached home , bathed then went out again.
went to Ps to celebrate my parents birthday.
Brother treat us dinner , at first was suppose to be at Crystal Jade
but i insisted on eating Cafe Cartel Xp
So went thr, eat until very full lo.
intend to eat Cheese cake but no more luh so ate Bitter Chocolate Cake
wasn't that tasty as what i thought it would be.
then mom order Banana Split.
Yummy ~ xD
after that dinner we went home(:

Today went to kovan with minqi to play bowling.
My money that i saved ; just fly off alr.
went to arcade first , Saw leeling thr.
Long time didn't see her alr :D
then after that when we were about to play bowling.
Leeling said one guy want my hp no. o.O
but in the end didn't give her :/
Played 3 rounds of bowling
&& tdy i sucked at it.
Rawr ~
After that went to Qiji && slacked
Read the i magazine
&& Chitchatted
was smsing him happily too Xp

Came home ; used the comp
then got some sad news lar.
&& i cried lo ; maybe im dumb to cry.
i cried because he wasn't able to go fr the outing this thursday.
i was looking forward for him to go.
just now sms him ; he said he try to go.
&& now in msn ; he told me he cant alr.
was damn damn low when i heard it.
Cried right after that.
went to toilet and cried again.
Don't want parents to see me in that state.
back to the comp
he said he maybe can go unless his cousin is free to takecare of his grandma.

then later brendan told me this good news
that Sotong can go fr it.
i was like o.O
Okaay whatever.
then i cried agains.
brendan said sotong dont want me to be sad ; he trying his best.
but i don't know whether is it true.
Hais damn moody luhs ]:
&& my that dar !
Stupid Bendan.
Never online in audi one.
Make me wait fr him lyk damn long cans
whole day also nvr online in msn or audi.
Rahs ~ im freaking bored.
Nobody pei me wan.
waaaas today is a damn mooody day lar.
Knn
dun wan write anymore alr
&& ohyeahs may god bless sotong's grandma faster recover ~
Just made a prayer fr her ; hoped god heard it(:

2007-12-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

Im back from KL :D
Hohoho !
Its Fun i tell you, but im lazy to type out every single detail siahs.
Nvrmind most important thing is i had my fun
&& made new friends from SK band ~
They are nice and friendly lo :D
Especially Maggie ; Made me laugh like mad .___.
i missed them alot && alot.
how i wish the time could turn back.

Brought 200 Ringit thr.
Left 20 dollar .___.
So pathetic lar.
okaays i roughly said about the trip
Went to the KL twins tower shopping thr on the first day.
&& we shoppped :D
Saw the Crumpler bag shop lar ; sell at 175 ringit.
which is like 80plus.
But mostly we went thr to buy cup noodles and food stuffs for Supper :D

2nd day went to SK band ; Regent and SJC was thr.
the exchanged end around 3plus to 4.
okaays had great fun thr ; i missed them lots lar.
after that went shopping again :D

3rd day went to arts and craft thingy thr.
Bought gift for my friends
Keychain with their name on it.
Its nice :D
then after that went to Timesquare to have Lunch and SHOPPING :D
Lunch was buffet ; was quite yummy.
then went shopping for 4 hrs ; my leg almost break .___.
wanted to go the theme park.
our intention was to ride the rollar coaster
but it was under maintenance so in the end just went shopping.
Got one time ; me, sookchin, Immjoo and miss ten got separate with shumei and all.
So we walked by ourself ; and took pictures with miss ten :D
then at night ; went to Seafood restaurant to eat.
Got Chilli crab ; need to use the hammer to crack the shell of the crab.
Had great fun at that moment from hammering the crab.
Laughed alot.
After that ; went to Firefly park to watch firefly.
Omg ; that small lill insect is so Cute :D
they were on the mangrove tree and when they shine.
The whole treee turned into a Christmas tree lar.
So Shiny :D
The boatman managed to catch one fr us.
Its so gentle when it touches your hand.
&& i did some blood donation too.
Stupid mosquito bit me && became swollen.
Rawr .___.

4th day went to malacca historical site.
&& shirui was sick.
Hoped she get well soon(:
Thr got stalls selling some stuffs
&& most of the shops sell Spongebob .__.
then went up to St paul hills , i think.
took pictures then we went fr lunch
and back to Singapore :D
took alot of pictures.
okaays im lazy to continue.
Summarise the event alr ; so it time for the pictures in the next post :D

2007-12-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

Tdy parents didn't work but went to toa Payoh fr don't know what crap.
Okaays non of my business .__.
Met up with minqi at 9plus at Hg Mrt thr, then went Pcc to book court
then went to Mac and slacked until 11.
Chitchat some stuffs ; Hehs :D
Went pcc after that ; Minqi want me to go in the court first && played on the stage.
But i don't dare to go in lar .__.
Just nice brendan and kenn came ; so went in with them.
Had great fun ; Sotong was thr too :D
After that went mac eat lunch ; && went kovan for pool.

After pool ; went to brendan hse.
Princess is so cute :DDDDD
<3 face="Tahoma" color="#f665ab">She don't allow us to pat her && intend to bite us whenever we touch her.
So aye just let her bite my fingers.
Im her Chicken Meat :D
Since she just a smaaall puppy ; her teeth aint so sharp.
So just let her bite && Lick my fingers while Minqi and sirui patted her.
Awww , She is cute !
About 5pm ; went off with sirui because my mom called and nag at me .__.
Said goodbye to Sotong when the door was about to close
&& Everyone inside the house was making that idiot noise.
Rawr ~ So paiseh =x
i shaall not hide anything from sotong ; since he knew i like him.
So i shall just like him Openly ; not a need to be so secretive :D

2 more days to KL trip alr.
Argh ! Im so excited about it :D
Just packed finish my luggage.
&& Damn-ed it.
Im sick now.
Rawr ~~
Why do sickness come at such an inappropriate timing .__.
im so fed up.
Right now ; im having a damn flu D:
Shall go see the doctor and prescribe some medicine for me while im in KL.
So boring ; had to do that sickening homework given by my DASAO.
Crap lar ; Don't even know how to do a single question.
Okaays lar not every question don't know ; just because thr example
2 maths practice && 2 chapters of History.
Oh my ; i can die :/
Im sick lar ; give me a break cans?
I Fcuking hate your :/
Okaays whatever crap.
I shall chill down ; && be excited for my trip.
Dump my homework stuffs away fr 4 days && Enjoy myself :D
Wanna buy some gifts in M'sia fr my friends
But must see whether is thr enough money.
Im confirm buying something fr sotong.
Im sry peeps ; maybe your might think im very bias over such things
But after all ; he is someone i like right?
Your want something ; i could afford to buy some only lar.

okaays ; im lazy to post anymore.
Tadaa peeps !
Ohyeahs sry for that crude word being used just now :/
& ILY :D

2007-12-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

Muahaha ; tdy is Dorothy's birthday party :D
Woked up around 9.30 ; used the comp awhile then
bus-ed to her house.
Well ; Im the First to reach
Woots ~ :D
After that was Suyu then sirui && her cousin Joyce.
Okaaays then around 1pm
More and more people came.
Yeah had lots of fun.
But sad lo ; Sotong didn't went for the party.
He had something on ; was quite busy ]:
Took lots of pictures.
Yaye ; finally Andrew took a picture with us.
&& suyu finally asked me to take photo with her.
Instead of me asking her :DDDD
Well ; im lazy to blog anymore.
Shall let the pictures continue my story ^^

2007-11-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

Muahaha :D
Had band in the morning
Some sectional though was quite boring lar.
&& Hanyong came[:
So long didn't see him alr.
hms about 1 year or so bah.
Yeahs then had break and full band
After band ; went to sports hall with Mscrab :D
Ohyeah yesterday night ; Me and MrNooob think of names for everyone in the family lo.
Wahaha ; Funnnaye names lar.
Like MsRabbit is Sirui [[:

On the way to sport hall ; Bought the Munchy Donuts :D
Bought chocolate flavour
So yummy lo
Eat until whole mouth filled with chocolate.
Reached there about 1.40
Left 20 mins to play ==
was quite grieved that today Sotong didn't go for badminton.
But nevermind lar ; his sister sick mar[:
Then played awhile with brendan and kenn.
After that pei MsCrab go Lipin's house give something
then went to Hg mall ; eat Longjohn.
After that decided to go kovan ; so walk through the Mrt underground.
Then they so troublesome lar ; Don't know want to do what thing
had to go back hg mall ; sit at mac for awhile
Go to interchange again.
Zz .. ==

The guys went there to play pool ; while me and MsCrab eat Icecream.
Cookies and Cream is so Yummy :D
then go mac slack there ; listen to song and crap jokes around.
After that took bus back home.
Used computer awhile ; then go AMK Hub find my parents.
Bought 2 jeans for KL trip
&& then cabbed home.
was quite happy lar(:

6 More days till KL Trip ; i can't wait :D
Gonna miss my peeps D:
But nevermind ; Shall buy gifts back for your.
Okaay thats all for today.
Tooodles ~
& ILY

2007-11-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

Thr lots of things i wanna post out few days ago.
But im plain lazy ; so yeah(:
On Monday ; Its was my Brother's ROM :D
Woked up at 8am by my mom
Screaming at the top of her voice to wake me up.
used abit of computer then went to bathe && prepare.
Oh hoho ~
I Loved the shirt that i bought in bugis.
Its suit me Perfectly well.
After that ; My aunt came over.
waitted fr mom to come back from the salon.
she went to perm her hair
&& she highlighted her hair.
So jealous man ~
I also want ; but yeah thrs no more time for those stuffs.

Cabbed down to the Registration Of Marriage.
its was raining damn heavily lar.
reached thr like 12pm?
Which we had like 1 more hr to wait.
Around 1 plus ' More relatives came
we took quite a number of pictures before going in.
&& now Priscillia is Offcially Our family member alr.
My Da sao
o.O i find it weird to call her Da sao
Normally i call her Priscillia or Yuling(:
After that cabbed down to Habourfront tower 2
that 88 restaurant to had our lunch.
then went shopping and camwhoring at vivo :D

well yesterday, something happened
which totally freak me out lar.
but now its okaye alr.
I shall not say so much about it.
But its regarding to the Hospital.
&& I don't like going to hospital
My mind would not settle down.
which leads me to think of something else lar.
So in the end ; asked MrNoob to pei me.
It make me feel better alr.
So A Big Thankyou to MrNoob :D

&& for today , stayed at home and ROT !
But nevermind had some fun conversation with MrsNoob / Shagua :D
Oh hoho and for now im going to play audi with her.
Posting would be continue tonight
Stay tuned :D
Tooodles ~
& ILY

2007-11-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

Ohwell today was another boring day
Spend my time with brendan and suyu
Went to play badminton fr 1hr like that ; then went to hg mall && slack
Yaadaaa ; now super boring fr me.
Cant play bren's Psp !
Gaah ~ No charger
Have to wait fr brother to come back home.
So might as well blog something interesting

Hms ; Okaye its about Person A & B
Well ; i have kept this secret fr Person A
Fr almost half of the year.
i think so bah.
But it surely very long long ago one.
Months away.
Well ; im happy fr both of them
I was their so called matchmaker lar.
was the first to knw the secret
yaadaa && one day
i almost accused one of my friend about this thing.
So eventually B told me the whole story
Which lead me to tell B about the secret
But its not a bad thing fr B to know
&& so im happy fr the both of them
Fr this Good ending.
Trying my best to help them
im not trying to say until like they should thanks me or whatever.
But im just want to release out my happiness fr the both of them.

Well ; im quite jealous about it though =x
Remembering about that day fr Me and Person C.
I won't forget that kind of Happiness when you know the asnwer about being having a stead.
Its so mysterious / special
Making you so happy that i could jump over to the moon.
Even Suyu was happy fr me that she was laughing over the phone like mad.
But well ; one day after that.
Another thing i could never forget how he hurt me so deeply
That i shed so much tears in my life just fr a guy.
Thinking back again.
Well im stupid though.
Making myself look so damn stupid.
Crying fr the whole night which made my eyes swollen until those circumstances.
Im Dumb lar.
Well ; Im again happy fr him
Today was his 1 month anniversary with her.
Congratulation[:

i wished and wished that i could be able to enjoy or feel that moment of happiness
that no words could ever describe it
Okaye maybe im just being sarcastic lar
But i really want that feeling back.
Seeing A & B like that
Really make me very jealous ~~
Lols.
Hoping the next one is sotong.
i didn't talk / sms him fr days
Or maybe alr one week.
Think i don't really know what topic to talk with him.
Once i start sms him ; Nothing is in my mind.
&& would make me real nervous.

Okaye im waaaay too bored.
Thats why Im posting craps
So If you find it bored
i would appreciate you don't read it then
Unless you are very bored like me fr now.
Hhaas[:
& ILY

2007-11-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to find my mom at chinatown
then when to nearby hair salon to cut hair.
Think i had been thr fr 3 times alr ?
i think so bah.
Japanese salon ; ums quite nice lar.
But im not that satisfied with my new hair ]:
Looked quite weird ; still not used to it.
then after that went to bugis to find my shoes
Or rather boots :D
Shop shop around the place then took 80 back home.
Saw a couple of peeps ; like Mingjing , Fangjie && Liying
But didn't said hello =x
reached home around 5plus
Slacked abit.
Brother jiu call me
At first ; asked me bring the car coupon and things down to the carpark.
He went to loan car for this monday engagement.
so yeaps ; asked my mom to come down
Then we went to fetch daddy at orchard.
Priscillia thr too :D
then went to marina bay to eat Steamboat ~ !
Yumyums ~~
Okaye i shall not say in full detail.

Today morning had band.
Did some footdrills && some domino thingy
Quite funnaye though [[:
Then had some sectionals quite bored.
yeaps played the piano during break time.
After band went to kovan with minqi
to meet the others at the super bowl thr.

At first ; sirui and doro went to arcade
me and minqi stayed thr because i can't go in with school uniform.
Sorted out all my scores out.
Then watched the guys play bowling.
So damn bored
After that Sotong came
&& kenn told me maybe he will know that i like him lo.
Think he alr know ler
Waaahs
Sian diao.
I don't want him to know lar.
Knn. =x
Nevermind ; then after bowling
Decided to wear brendan's jacket which i just washed it
and go in to the arcade.
while minqi went back home.
After that go heartland mall awhile jiu take bus go home.
Waahs they good.
Ps me alone to wait fr the damn bus
which took 15 mins lar.
Soooo boring.
reached home and again
Went out with parents to orchard.
Daaddy wna take photo lor.
Had to be haaappy cannot give that face
if not he will scold me ; so yups had to be guai.
Then go shop shop around.
&& I saw one shop that had so many grand piano ~ !

Ahhh ~~ ==
I wna learn piano no matter what.
Daaaadddy ; allow me to learn.
I want to learn to play the piano and flute
I want piano and my own flute.
&& No Keyboard please
is Piano ~~
Im saving moneey to buy that $500 flute
But think i gonna take Years to save till that sum of money ==
I want to learn to play the full song of Canon pachelbel
Okaye thr so much things i want to do and have.
But think daaddy could only fulfill one of it.
Which i don't even know when will it be
If it really happens ; which shall i choose?
Piano or flute?
Both are my favourite.
Gaah ; Headache
Nevermind(:
Ohyeah 3 more days till brother's ROM
Omg ; i can't wait fr it ~ !
Muahahah :D
I so haappy ^^
Okayes that all fr today
tooodles ~
& ILY[:

2007-11-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

Rotted at home fr the whole day
So damn boring cans?
Played audition dao 10plus ; then surf the net.
11am to 2pm audition got sever check.
Boringgg ]:
Wanted to play badminton derh.
But MrNoob && wawa today got training

So around 2.30 went to school ; wait fr my mom
to buy the school books.
What the hell lar
when i first saw the POA textbook
i was shocked
the textbook is so damn BIG & Heavy please
Like one Encyclopedia
That kind of thickness
Wonder how am i suppose to carry it in my bag
Plus all other textbooks.
&& Mr Lee Kim Tai is teaching us fr Poa next year
Confirm he wont allow us to put tht ' Encyclopedia' under the desk.
Ohmy headache.
&& so weird siah.
the english workbook is the same as this year one.
That Grammer book which is yellow in colour.
the other 2 english book is also sec 2s one.
Thought the person gave wrongly ==
But that what the booklist said so yeah.

Went back home ; tried to read the textbook
but all so chim one
Don't understand a single thing
&& i can't spend my Holidays like others ]]:
I got to read my textbooks and start revision Right after i bought my books
Boringg ; i had to listen to what priscillia said
I loathe studying during the holidays
which i don't even understand a single chapter or rather any damn things
that the book is teaching.
Argh ! Im turning into a freak !
You will definitely see me staring into the damn book
But nothing go in my head.
Even if there is some knowledge in the brain ; it would flow right out from the other side
Okaye shall stop such nonsense

Just now chatted with MrNoob on the phone
Yaadaa ; watched Disney Channel
That show Noob recommended was quite funnaye :D
Im So freaking Frustrated alr
Thinking back of what Noob said.
Maybe its true
He might like Me !
My God !!!
The way he speaks to me etc.
Is like as if i was really his girlfriend
Ohmygod ; how am i suppose to do now?
What if one day he ask me fr you know stead & things like that.
There something i would do ; Reject him
Because i only like MrSotong.
The only one.
But i had to think of certain ways to reject him in a proper manner
which wouldn't hurt people that much.
But i hoped this steady thingy wouldn't happen.
God ; Bless me.
Im so Frustrated alr
Argh !
Nevermind ; Don't think about this first.

Okays tmr going fr badminton
Yaye :D
Its been days i have not touched the racket && play badminton.
Muahahaha
Just hoped my strength would be back by tmr.
I can't find back the strength or strategy that i had used
on that saturday which i played against my uncles.
Hoped tmr would be a fine day
Tooodles peeps ~
& ILY

2007-11-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

Today had band in the morning
Didn't had breakfast anyway ; so again im quite weak.
We had footdrills fr 1 hr.
Quite tired ; but fun :D
I cant wait to do the formation fr the sec 1s CCA orientation.
Then after that ; had sectional until 12.
At least had some fun during sectional though.
Crap some stupid jokes etc.
After that had lunch && yadayada
Until 3pm.
Saaad lor
Can't go fr the guild outing ]:
Went to Hgmall with shumei and sookchin
Bought the Lill Pink Nike bottle :DDD
Muahahaha ~
Walked home with them under one umbrella
I knew MrNoob would definitely call me up when their badminton finishes
and asked me whr am i.
So Im correct ; he did called me up
But too bad lur ; im alr at home playing audi.
Ohyeah talking about audi.
Congrats ; Me && Dream become Couple alr.
Yatou had just married.
Yaye :D
Im waaay too happy fr her ^^
Okaye im so bored.
Im blogging fr the sake of MrNooooob ~~~
Must be fair ; if not he ltr say i very bad
Everytime asked him to post ; but i myself aint posting.
Im nice right?
Blehhs ~~ XP
toooodles ~
& ILY

2007-11-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

Today aint my day.
Im Not Feeeling Good at all.
First ; in the morning had band practice until 1.
Had some sectional.
I Hated sectional.
Im sry to say that ; but i Don't like today band practice.
Not because im get too bored of band or whatever.
I was quite anxious fr band this morning when i woked up.
Okaye ; My Lips are Damn painful can?
I had to keep repeating on that damn High D
fr don't know how many times lar.
Plus i had an Extra teeth that grows on my gums.
So i would definitely feeel painful whenever i had to reach any High Notes.
Which need me to Squeeze out that damn note.
&& Plus fr many times.
Which i didn't really succeed on doing that.
Because my mouth hurts.
Okaye whatever. That matter alr make me pissed
&& plus Im Hungry at that damn morning.
Didn't had energy to even play that damn note too.

Then after band ; Rushed off quickly to Sports hall.
&& Im sorry Sookchin.
Like pangseh you alone ; the only person in our section
To go fr the footdrill practice =x
Okaye Maybe I REGRETTED going fr the badminton lar.
This is the damn time which make me soooo PISSED && SAD.
First ; reached thr around 1plus like that.
Then played double ; i team with minqi
Brendan team with sotong.
The guys are so Zzz lar.
Keep on making us to run after the shuttlecock.
Im Lazy or whtever lar.
Minqi was the first to be angry.
But in the end ; did cheer her up after playing single with her.
Then after that my turn.
Around 2plus kenn came.
Then Sotong ; Smacked 2 damn ball on me
For the first time ; i think nvrmind.
Then when the second time i hit back the shuttlecock that he just smacked down.
He Smacked again.
Almost on the same spot.
Wth lor.
Im damn pissed off.
Had a black face that fr a long time.
Im not in a good mood alr.
&& your keep doing such things on me.
Im not going to like angry with sotong.
But IM PISSSSED.
Understand?
Minqi tried to cheer me up
But it didn't work.
So she called up Laopa.
I really regretted going fr badminton.
Right after im pissed.
I felt like crying okays.
Tears alr in my eyes ; going to drip off anytime.
But I persevere ; I don't wish them to see me crying.
Im sad ; Don't ask me why because i don't know.

Played until 3pm then we went to hg mall.
On the way thr ; i was quite quiet.
&& at the quiet moment ; i felt like crying again.
In the end ; minqi talked to me and i was okay by then.
Reached hg mall ; went Long John.
Laopa went to look fr us ; cos she just went to school fr something.
Thankyou Laopa && Wangzi.
Your cheered me up alot.
Then the guys went to pcc to play badminton again.
While we slacked at hg mall.
Okay im not going to say everything in detail
Because Im lazy =x

Just now had dinner at Hougang Plaza.
Was Pissssed off again by my dad.
I told him i was not in a good mood
So don't pester me so much.
&& he was like giving me that sickening face lar.
Then he said so what?
You not in a good mood ; i also not having a good mood too.
So im damn pissed
because he kept asking question about tmr.
As im gonna be his model.
Go Someplace to take photos with his new camera
Omg ; i don't want at all.
But i promised him ; if i didn't he would pester me till now.
&& i would be Super Pissed.

Just chatted with Priscillia.
The poa seems really diffcult when i heard
about the subject of it lar.
Must memories formula etc etc.
Ohmy ; this is such a fuss ==
Nvrmind ; i will work hard Next year
Ehs nono ; should be right after i bought my textbooks
Gna reaad the books when i get it.

Okaye ; thinks that all fr today.
Peeps ; Im NOT in a good mood.
So Don't come and talk to me about some silly stuffs.
Because im not gna be happy with it.
&& i would be angry with you.
If you don't want to see my angry or sad.
Then get off my back && leave me alone fr a moment
Thankyou fr your cooperation[:
& ILY

2007-11-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today went to my mom shop && slacked
Then waited fr Minqi they all at Chinatown mrt station.
Saaad lor ; MrSotong didn't go ]:
Went vivo to plaaay water ~
Quite fun ; but without MrSotong not that fun ler =x
That stupid wawa.
Keep splashing so much water.
In a few mins time ; we are soaked with water alr.
Gah ==
We chased after him ; Run here and thr.
Until our feet damn pain lur.
Stupid floor lar.
Now my feet like got needles prickling whenever i step on the floor.

After that ; went to changed.
then went to arcade & play.
I don't really like vivo arcade.
Played the jungle thingy ; Racing car
Damn bored lur.
Then after that went to that Pet Safari?
Or whtever it is called.
&& thr got Puppies ~~
Damn cute lar.
Golden retriever etc.
Stayed thr looking at dogs fr awhile.
Then went looking around fr somewhr which we can settle our lunch.
In the end ; walked all the way to KFC at habourfront centre / mall lar.
Quite weird lo ; the girls didn't had much talking. =x
Then after that went to back to vivo again fr mrt.
Train-ed to Compass cos minqi wna buy something.
Around 5.30 jiu train-ed back to hg
&& I forgot to bring my Keys ~ !!
Gah ==
Almost wanted to wait fr my parents at hg mall.
If i was supposed to wait fr them.
I could have been waitting fr 3 whole hours ~~

&& Lucky my aunt got my hse keys.
So went over to her hse to take.
Lalala ; thankyou :D
Reached home ; Jiu used the com ler.
Blablabla ~
Played Audition until fed up.
Download songs
&& now im talking to MrSotong ~ !!
First time talk to him on msn sia.
Maybe is because last time i not close to him.
Never really had a conversation with him.
&& im so damn haaapy :DDDD
Thought he wouldn't wanna talk to me
Cos i said hello ;
He replied yes?
O.o xiadao wo.
Then i don't dare to talk anymore.
But he start chatting with me after that.
Yet another problem.
Im Out Of Topic to talk alr.
Gah ==
Its True lor.

Last time ; My friends didn't know what to talk the other parties.
Im would confront them to say this & that.
But ; it doesn't work on me fr now ~ !
Gah ==
Im wanted to talk to him so much
& yet im out of topic.
Wth lor.
My mind is completely BLANK alr.
Although Laopa tried to give me some ideas.
But maybe it dosen't really work fr me too.
But thankyou fr the help :D
Nvrmind ; its alr haaappy enough fr me to have a chat with him.
I should appreciate it.
Im off to go alr.
Tooodles ~
& ILY[:

2007-11-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

2nd post of the day.
In the afternoon ; Audition is on patch
So went to watch Mtv ; but in the end i slept :D
Woked up && played maple fr the whole damn afternoon.
Way too bored to do anything.
&& So im going to lvl up ler !
96% Alr ; Yaye :D

Then played o2jam with Laopa
She so pro lar ; Lvl 16 nehs ^^
Had some connection problems so didn't play alr.
Thought Audi patch would ends arnd 5plus.
But it ended at 8!! ==
Waitted fr so damn long.
The background image is nicer than the old one :D
Played the new mode ' Story mode'
Did pass the first test
Lucky alr.
Vs with a damn World star lar.
Perfect x11 ==
&& Yaye ; Im Clubber alr ^^
Lalala ; Gna save moneyy to buy A-cash.

Tmr going out at 11am to play badminton ler :DDD
Damn lar.
Everytime last minute informed me about meeting & stuffs.
Almost spoiled my plan lar.
Everytime one lehs ; Had to change everything over again.
Gah nvrmind
I can't wait fr tmr badminton.
MrSotong is Going :DDDDD
I wanna have fun with him ler.
Im Craving every moments that could be with him.
It represent how much i love him alr.
Lalala.
I wanna go audi alr.
Tooodles~
& ILY

2007-11-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night bought a new racket at sport link
Quite nice but sad lar.
The racket got a scar alr
Because right after i reached home jiu go try the racket with my dad ler.
Then accidentally scratch against the floor
Waaaah ]]:
So nice yet thr got one extra thingy.
Gah ==
I wna restring it asap ; but daddy dont allow ]:

Yadayada ; today stayed at home.
Didn't went to my mom shop
Was lazy =x
I <3 this skin
To me ; its quite nice
But this is just a temporary skin.
Gna change it sooner or later.
Sooooo Boredd lar
Nothing to do at home
I got shows to watch but im lazy.

Ohyeahs ; Bro's ROM is reaching soon
26 november [[:
Its a monday ; so won't be going fr band.
I gna save moneyy to buy stuffs
See my Cravings list?
Thats the stuffs i wna get before Rom.
Especially the crown necklace ; belts && the cardigans.
Argh !
I neeed money to buy it.
Plus i need nice tops to match my skirt.
Priscillia told me to wear more feminine
Lols ; think she can't wait to marry my brother :D
Omg ; My brother changed hp alr.
&& its the one that i want !
Argh !
Sony Ecrisson W910i ~~
Gah ; Nvrmind ==

Lately im so busy solving all sorts of problems
But all of it doesn't related to me at all.
Im helping out my friends.
Solving them just like a mystery.
Relationships thingy.
&& I hated to be the first person to know secrets.
It so damn damn fan nao lar.
You have to keeep it a secret fr so damn long
until everyone knows about it.
Nvrmind ; I can be their counsellor alr.
Counselling them.
Yadaaa ; But im willing to help even though its so complicated.
Because solving it ; It would turn out a happy ending fr both parties.
I would be happy fr them too.
Isn't that great? Able to share their happiness with each other.
Oh hoho.
Okaye im helping them to communicate with each other more.
But i didnt work on me TT
I did not talk to him fr one whole day alr.
I missed MrSotong.
Wanna talk to him ; but i don't know what to ask.
Im weird.
Im able to confront people to talk to the other parties && stuff
But it cannot be done on me.
Argh ; Im dead ]:
Hoped that he would be the one to talk to me first.

Im so damn bored.
To be continue at night
& ILY :D

2007-11-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i blog anything.
Well ; Yesterday was his birthday ~
Wished him happy birthday when 12am strike :D
Okaye fr today ; Half happy + sad ]:

Because im AINT in the same class as him
Waaaaaah ]]:
Happy thing ; Most of my Darlings are in same as me.
&& Im in Principles Of Account ~~
Yaye ; but i know my bro & priscillia aint gna be happy
I didnt listen to their crappy advice to choose F&N as my first choice.
Blablabla~
Maybe will get a damn scolding from them thats all.
Whatever.
&& Im in fr history
Argh !
Shouldn't really study so well fr history during EOY
Or rather i didnt even really study at all.
Just read the whole damn book the day before the history paper.
&& i did well better than geography
So im now in history.
Gah ==
I don't have a damn interest in that subject lar.

But Sookchin said maybe during history lesson
3 faith ppl that is in fr history can be mix with us.
Oh hoho !
That would be great :D
Because he is in history ~~
Lets pray hard.

I just hoped that our friendship would not just end because of this.
Because i still wanna know you more ]]:
Im craving fr it.
Hoped we could go out more often during this holiday
Didn't know that you would ask me which class i go.
Right after i saw the msg ; i was happy lar :D
Im here blogging fr the sake of myself && MrNoob.
Because im wna blog about my sad & happiness.
I told MrNoob to blog too.
& he asked me why didn't i blog likewise?
So yeah.
MrNoob ; Happy mar?
Ohyeah ; Pathetic.
Minqi , Sirui && Geraldine got into Geography
Left me & suyu ]]:

Hais no more mood to post any much more.
Im just wished i could be with you.
& ILY[:

2007-11-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

Yaye !
Im finally back from MIzuki Chalet :DDDDDDDDDD
Had unforgettable memories !
Had damn greatgreat fun :D

31.1o.o7
Yipee ;; Changed new phone alr.
New no. also changed so if you want my no. get frm me personally :D
Changed to nokia 5700 ;; Lols im outdated siah :x
Its the last phone fr that singtel shop
As the hp is on sale.
Rushed back hm just to take Ez-link card as fr the student plan ==
Was happy to get a nicer phone just before chalet.
&& was too happy till forgot to buy lightstick TT
Went home quickly put songs in ;; prepared fr chalet etc.

1.1o.o7
Woked up at 7, bath-ed ;; straighten my hair etc.
&& went to eat breakfast.
Then waited fr Suyu's papa at the bus stop to fetch me to Downtown East.
Waited fr half an hr.
Chitchatted && soon we reached lur.
Its fast lar.
&& its only 9plus.
Went to mac to slack until the guys come.
We were like thr fr camping.
Big bags of thingys.
Around 10plus, Charlyn & emma came.
Realised tht we are able to check in only at 2.30 ==
Got 4 more hours to go lar.
Sms-ed brendan asked whthr where are they alr.
Then something happened lar.
Thought brendan scolded me
Because i kept smsing and calling him
Rushing them to go downtown east asap.
The conversation was damn hurting lar.
Scold me 没有良心。
Because got accident happened when they were on their way to Downtown.
How i know got accident happen lar.
You never tell me anything thts why i rushing you.
Then was like hurted lar.
So cried && emo :x
In the end , i said sry to him
Lols.
Then saw Shumei & her clique outside the mac.
They went fr cycling
Around 2pm went to check in.
&& our room were B1234 & 1235 :D
Packed the things etc.
Had a small lill pillow fight
& i injured myself lar TT
Got a blue black on my knee
They asked me to rub it to recover faster
but its got swollen even more worse lar.
Wanted to cycle
But didn't bring along Ezlink card
So went back the rm instead.
Then played poker card & uno.
Ate cup noodle fr dinner
&& started to ton fr the whole first night.
At first watch Brown sugar macchiato
Then i went to slp fr a while ;; too tired lur
But after episode 11 starts i then waked up to watch.
The whole night we were playing poker cards
&& i took kenn's jacket fr the whole damn night lar xP
All the girls slept fr a while except minqi
Was damn tired lar.
Kinda like a zhu ;; keep slping
Hehe.

o2.11.o7
Around 6am, we intend to watch sunrise
but in the end never.
At 7 ;; Sirui woked up
&& pei the guys go mac eat breakfast
then me and minqi quickly went up the bed to slp :D
Slp until the guys came back then jiu go brush teeth lur.
I just brush-ed fr 2 mins.
Samuel jiu asleep && Snored
Lols!
At first i dont know gt ppl snored de.
Is kenn asked me whether did i feel earthquake.
Make bread with chocolate jam fr breakfast.
was quite delicious :D
Slacked in the room until 12plus.
Played poker, Nintendo DS && PSP
Actually we intend to go escape.
But it did not open fr today.
So wna go wildwild wet.
But never go too.
Went arcade instead.
&& it begin to rain ler.
Luckily we didn't went to www
If not we wasted our money.
So brought lunch back to the room.
Ran in the rain lar.
Hms, was quite fun.
Then after that prepared fr BBQ
Arranged the whole entire room.
Because there so much Food packets etc around the room ==
Disgusting.
Then evening had bbq :D
Mr Lee && minqi parents came.
But sadly mr shahrom was busy so didn't come fr it.
Played water bomb after that
Passerby was like watching us playing the water bomb lar.
Had great great fun siah ！
Hms, only one part of the playing i would never forget.
I wanted to hit andrew
But he ditched off and surprisingly samuel was behind him
&& Oh hohoho !
Marry christmas
I had a goal lar ==
I hit his er.
Lols !
Damn Paiseh lar.
Then he threw one back on my body ==
Went up and down fr the water bomb.
Then samuel told me that it was painful
Im sry ><
Didn't really mean to hit you :x
Alot of time i was hitting him ;; Lols.
Then we went back room to bathe.
The guys were like talking about the issues on me hitting samuel lar.
wahs so damn xiasuay.
Then around 11++
We went back rm to slp.
Minqi, Anselm, me then Kenn
Slp on the top bed.
Then dominic and samuel slept below.
We didn't even had enough pillows
So we had to share.
I was the first to slp lar
Right after minqi started to play poker.
i slept. Lol
Im a pig ^^
Around midnight.
Emma, charlyn && her friend came
wah damn damn noisy :x
Woked up because of them
Then got one guy went to boo me and kenn
&& hit the bed.
Xiadao me and him lar.
Then he went over to sirui rm cos too noisy lur
Anselm also went over ;; because minqi took his place
Lols.
Was wearing kenn jacket fr the whole damn night again [[:

o3.11.o7
Kana woked up by the noise around 8.40
Was damn tired lar.
Then some ppl got some funny incident happened yesterday night
Like ME !
thanks to one of emma friend.
Made fun of me
By doing some stupid actions like calling me
Hello ;; oi etc.
Then while playing poker
He looked at me and said i very style while slping.
Because my mouth was open :x
Wah xiasuay lar
Minqi said she was laughing all the way ==
Then around 9plus packed up stuffs
fr check out.
Around 10 jiu check out lur.
Cab-ed to hg mall then minqi hse to play mahjong.
i was the only girl with kenn, andrew and anselm in the taxi ==
Reached hougang point around 11plus.
Then ate lunch jiu go minqi hse.
Played fr a while
Around 3plus.
Me and suyu slept on the sofa.
Was damn tired.
After that jiu go back home ler.
Really had lots of fun lar.
Its a Unforgettable memories.
Didn't really take a lots of photo
Quite regret lar.
Hms, Hoped that we can go out more often together with the same old clique
Ohyeahs
We had 2 new members in the Mizuki family ler :D
Its Anselm our Ahgong de didi
Also call ahgong lar.
&& Samuel
We wna ask him to be our Ahma which is andrew de wife.
But we haven't ask him fr permission
Hoped he agrees [[:
Lols this post is so damn long.
Shall post the pictures next time
Tada :D

2007-10-21T11:28:00.000+08:00

Today didn't went for tuition xP
Told daddy exam are over so there shouldn't be tuition.
& he agreed :D
Yesterday evening played finish o2jam.
Saw zhuzhu said bye to me on msn.
So smsed him back and said sry that i didn't reply him.
& was quite shocked.
Normally i was the one to ask him whether he free?
Can chat.
But yesterday is he ask me, Lols.
Was quite happy lar :D
But i have to eat my dinner.
So sms him until i eat finish.
Went to hg mall as dad wna pay the bill.
Quickly rushed home.
Around 9pm then called him
Lalala.
Was so fun chatting with zhuzhu !
Talked until 11 :x
Zhuzhu the best lar.
Sang ' Ku cha ' together.
But most of the time im the one singing lar.
Unfair.
But thinking of the 4 songs that he sang last time.
Forgave him lur.
Was surprised that Andrew got play audition !
Lols.
He trying to catch up with us lur.
Nt bad mar, Ahgong :D
Hms, today stayed at home and Rot ! ==
So damn bored lar.
Played o2jam just now.
Quite sian lur.
Don't know what to do now.
Maybe sms zhuzhu bah :D
Continue later on :D

2007-10-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i posted anything.
Exams are finally over.
& now im awaiting for our Mizuki Chalet :D
Cant wait for it !
Ohyeahs, some of my results are bad.
Science, chinese deproved
But english improved.
Yaye :D
I cant wait to change my hp after this month man !
I gna cut off this line and changed it.
Yesterday had stock-checking during curriculum time.
Took 2hrs to finish it.
Recess was over ages ago when we having the stockchecking.
But Darlings helped me bought some snacks back class.
So nice of them
Thankyou :D
Around 11am we finally did finish our tasks.
So went back class as it was Mr Lee lesson.
Was quite shocked that i did scored so high for english.
But still lose to zhuzhu.
Gah ! ><
Nvrmind shall Jyjy :D
After tht was Literature.
Scored 64 for it.
Not bad lur, got bits of improvement.
But better than nothing right?
Had quite a fun conversation with him :DDDDDD
Chitchatted happily.
Think i liked him again.
Before exam, i decided to give up.
Didn't really cared for him.
But after Literature, im over for him again ==
Argh ! I dunno ><
Fan nao.
Sheeesh..
Today had band.
Came back arnd 1.30 and start using the com.
& now im blogging.
Well thought i could chat with zhuzhu.
But he seems so busy ):
I really wna talk to him lar.
Well that it for today.
Shall blog again tmr.

2007-09-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i posted anything :x
Yesterday went out to play badminton at Pcc with
Brendan, Sirui, Andrew & his brother Adam :D
Promised to meetup with sirui at hg mall before gng to Pcc.
But she said she would be late so she told me to go first.
Well im the first to reach there.
At first, i went into the court but like very weird one girl sitting there.
So decided to go out and wait for them.
Wait until damn long k?
Around 2.20 Brendan then came.
Accused Brendan for lying to me :x
Sry Brendan ><
After playing until 3.
Then we went to hg mall to slack
Soon me, Brendan and sirui decided to go Fairprice to check out those stuffs that
we needed for the chalet.
After tht, we went back to pcc.
Saw joshua, so bren went to book 6-7 de court.
Before playing, i thought my parents would scold me as im going over to sirui's hse to
eat my dinner. But they didn't scold.
Phew... ^^
When Me and sirui watching bren and joshua play badminton.
We found out something funny lar.
but hms. dont say here bah. He also knw lur.
The last game was Me and sirui Vs Brendan & joshua.
Was quite fun.
I found out tht every ppl tht play with me would surely have heart attack one.
Lols.
Then after tht, walked to sirui's hse.
Her mom cooking skills is good lar.
I sooooo <3 the soup
It tasted so yummy :D
Around 8, Minqi came to return Sirui's Ezlink card.
She was shocked to see me there too. Lols.
After tht waited for sirui to bathe finish then we went to her grandma's hse.
then she pei me at the bus stop to wait for the bus.
Took almost 20 minutes for waitting lar.
But had some fun chatting :D
Bus-ed back home.
Took a bathe and wait till 10 then called Brendan.
Chatted until 12. then i end the call as i was too tired.
kept on yawning non-stop :x
Hms. He still owe me lots of things too..
Especially the singing thing :DDDDD
Hms. today stayed at home and study lur.
Gtg. Tada ((:

2007-09-07T08:34:00.000+08:00

hms. its been a long time since i had post anything :x
on Tuesday, went to watch 1408 with brendan,sirui,minqi & charlyn.
Andrew actually going to watch with us.
but in the end, he went to watch The Last Legion.
A war show? Lols.
reached Vivo. around 1pm, bought the tickets && the time is still so early lar.
so we went to arcade.
ums. got hurt and the scar on my hand isnt gone till now.
The show was rather quite lame lar.
although the sound effects were quite scary and loud -.-
after the show, walked around then went to eat dinner at mac :D
reached home around 7pm
Yesterday, went to school for home econs.
met emma at blk 327 at 12.30 then went to hg mall tgt.
went to mac to wait for charlyn, minqi && josephine.
we waited for minqi and josephine for a long time.
in the end, we went to school ourself. if not ltr teacher scold us.
after home econ.
Pei minqi go cut hair.
the shop was rather quite famous uhs?
Lols.
ohyah. i cut my hair too :D
but is with my mom on wednesday.
was quite weird. because i cut my fringe the same as sirui and minqi.
Lols.
nvrmind, gna used to it.
then after haircutting. went searching for bubble tea shop with suyu lah.
that aunty so funny.
we are here to buy bubble tea, and you going to serve us
but nt to look at our teeth. Lols.
bought chocolate ice-blend :D
then i bus-ed 147 back home.
&& wah, tht evilllllll brendan.
say after his lunch will talk to me, but didnt.
because he went out. well nvrmind.
then at night, stupid com sending so much virus.
intend to reformat the com this sat ler.
at night, sms tht chou ren again.
asked him he slp alr.
because if he haven't i shall chat with him
but he didnt even reply till now.
gah ! -.-
today gna slack at home and do my holiday hmwrk
&& study hard for exam ler.
tht for today.
tada ! :D

2007-09-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

today morning went to Kallang for the President Challenge thingy with my parents
around 11.30 went to take mrt to suntec city
to eat haagen daas aye dunno how to spell :x
its soooo yummy! :DDDD
we got 5 freeeeeeeeee tickets ^^
then went for the computer exhibition.
saw Ryan there too :D
but nvr said hi to him =/
then went to eat lunch at marina square.
&& again. we bought another 2 cups of Chocolate cookies icecream.
yummy~~~~
today is the last day for the voucher so had to use up all. if not wasted lah.
Lols.
ohyah. bought a new Mp3 :D
although it isnt Ipod but its good already :D
reached home around 4.
use the com && edited the blogskin.
hms. im so loveeeees the 2 skins i had made
took some pictures && edited it too :D
Lalala, tmr going play badminton with brendan
but sadly he cant go ):
nvrmind. Hms.
shall go off luh(:
Happy holiday everyone :DDDDD

2007-08-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today school was just fine.
During assembly, Ms lim looked for kenn..
was quite shocked.
&& i was trying to hear what they are talking about. :x
first lesson was history, copied some notes.
about 8.30, kenn came back.
he said is about somethingy happened on monday at pcc.
then was recess & freeperiod.
after that was chinese.
wrote a news compo, it was supposed to be a test.
but we didnt know how to write it.
so teacher helped us along :D
wrote 3 whole page for tht news thingy lah.
lesson ended already, but we still haven't write finished.
Except sirui. Lols.
wanted to continue writting the essay because is mr Lee's lesson.
we dont want to hear him nagnagnag(:
but another class wna use the classroom. so we brought back home to do.
went back class. mr lee did really nag at us.
then told us do correction for compo.
next was maths.
mr shahrom aint in a goodmood :x
he yelled at us and all.
kenn and ryan was detained as they talked during the test =/
after that. went to see mr guei with brendan,samuel & chishuan.
tio CWO siah !
i dont want TT
i never offence any school rules before or being late for school etc.
and now.
just because of the incident happened on monday at Pcc.
&& kenn go write my name down as i was there too.
i tio CWO to clean Pcc basketball court
waaaaah ! ):
tmr 10.30am had to go there with mr guei to clean the court until we finish siah.
&& im the only girl !
gah ! -.-
super regretted, that i never go Amk with minqi and all on monday
but go pcc to find the guys
this is soooo unlucky lah.
think gna have a record siah TT
Cwo, omg ><
i wondered what would happen for tmr ?

2007-08-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

today reached school at around 7?
ums. quite early lah.
reached classroom.
saw him with dominic,chishuan and ryan.
he saw me with his racket.
he said
him: Wth ! why is my racket with her? ( he said to the guys and gave me that look )
Ryan: Ya loh, why the racket with her hah?
Chishuan: Eh, you better go home and clean the germs out.
walao eh.
after i heard that.
i put the racket down.
feeling so xiasuay and unhappy lah !
then brendan came.
asked me whthr i got bring and wht is his reaction.
gah ! im emo lah.
told geraldine about it.
then became super emo.
thinking of it.
i super regretted taking back his racket.
im doing a good deed && this is what i get for?
during assembly, think of it too much until i wna cry.
but i hold back my tears ):
i dontknow whether you realised that you actually said something which hurts me so much.
first lesson was music.
still quite emo though.
didnt really talk to him or other ppl.
then next was pe.
okaye, im feeeling much more better.
the girls never even play a single match of floorball.
sat on the stage and chitchatted :D
after that was history then recess & freeperiod.
during freeperiod, went to look for dorothy to give her the express option form thingy.
after that, wna walk back to class by the 3rd floor.
then saw that stupid idiotic teacher.
she walked pass us.
&amp;amp;amp;&& she keep on diao-ing at me lah !
gah! feel like poking her eyes out.
she staring at our FBT shorts.
minqi was standing at the very first,
2nd sirui
me third etc.
after the teacher walked pass me. i diao her back.
then she go catch minqi's shorts
she asked why she never wear school shorts?
why is her so short.
after that she catch sirui.
then we quickly ran away, left sirui and the teacher.
went to toilet, we laughed until like mad lah. Lols.
after that was math lesson.
kenn took my pencilbox away. At first he didnt know my phone was inside
&& so he go hit the pencilbox hard on the table.
poor phone ):
after he knew. He took it out and put in his pocket.
so i decided to ask him help me takecare since i dont have pocket
Thankyou :DD
After school, went to Pcc to play badminton until 5plus.
was quite fun eh.
that chou kenn cheah.
keep on calling me Auntie Auntie Auntie
gah ! -.-
humphs.
&& this time round.
is he asked me to takecare and bring back his racket home :D
Lalala(:
tmr gna go play badminton again.
but i had that stupid meeting by Mr Thong -.-
&& also tuition too.

2007-08-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

hms.. today had a mass for gabriel.
rest in peace, gabriel(:
first lessons is chinese.
hms. nothing much happened.
did zuoye practice 20. but didnt finish it on time.
then was english.
teacher talks about death and safety for crossing the road etc.
after that was recess.
so many ppl in the canteen, we cannot even find a place to sit
so we went to space to slack until 10.30 :D
that crazy partner of mine, is like so siao lah.
laughed until so loud until those guys sitting there, keep on staring at us.
wah, xiasuay :x
while we walked back to the canteen, saw joshua talking to brendan.
then remembered about the 1 on 1 thingy ><
after recess was maths then history.
band was cancelled for today. so minqi and all went to AMK
because siti wna buy FBT shorts.
while me went to pcc to find the guys :D
ums.. was quite boring though :x
most of the time, im just sitting there taking care of brendan phone & being emo.
about 3plus. lot of ppl came and play loh.
then i started to become emo luh.
i think is because of him
about 4.30 we went to hougang mall to had our lunch
near the traffic light, saw fangjie and valerie.
o.O they were like laughing at us Lols.
i wondered why. haha
ate long john sliver.
kenn and brendan kept on teasing me lah.
gah ! ><
evil kenn and brendan.
minqi, siti and sirui came to find us.
then kenn went back home.
so we went to poh kim to search for disc.
then went to mac to slack.
treat-ed brendan on the bubble tea.
lalala
talk lots of craps.
mostly is about him :x
&& he didnt had a fight with joshua luh :D
but..
brendan. why did u do this?
why you promised joshua request in order to cancel the fight?
If anything goes wrong. im in all the guilty.
Okay. nvrmind.
brought back home his racket too..
im so afraid that he will scold me for bringing his racket back home lah.
i treated his racket like precious hahaha.
even my dad also teased me.
because he told me to put the racket on the table.
i told my dad the table is dirty.
then he said aye nvrmind lah.
i was like wht nvrmind. not my one okay hahaha.
Yaye. tmr there Pe and music :DDDDD
im looking forward for another bright new day :D

2007-08-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday had band in the morning.
wasnt that emo luh.
then after band, stayed back with claudia,sookchin,fiona & dion to fold stars for gabriel.
about 1.45 rushed back home to bathe then went to pcc luh.
i reached there. no more courts -.-
then went back to aljunied.
wna book court but it close
Lols.
but we still went in to play.
was quite fun to team with you :D
after that, got ppl wna play luh. so we decided to go hougang cc
walking halfway. saw bus 62 but we didnt chased after it.
then brendan told me that he can chase it. he will be able to reach the bustop before it leave.
so i said chase loh.
wahh. then he got soooooo angry.
he give me that scary face..
didnt even talk to him, then after our bus came.
kenn went back home.
reached hougang cc. cannot book court
then walk to hougang sports hall
cannot book too, gah !
so me and minqi decided to go home
while samuel and brendan go pcc to play.

hms. today stayed at home all the time.
sooo boring ):
but just now had a chat with brendan :DDDD
this is just my temporary skin.
gna find something much more nicer(:
ohya, tmr you gna had a 1 on 1 with joshua luh.
really very worried for you..
i hoped you / brendan will not be hurt.

2007-08-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

today was a sad day for me, us, the whole Hihs
Gabriel goh from 4 sincerity.
R.I.P gabriel
we will all missed you.
after i heard the tragic accident..
i almost cried ):
went to chapel to pray for him.
saw alot of ppl crying badly.
wna cry again but hold back my tears.
now he is with god..
after school..
actually wna do history project.
but didnt had our textbook so postponed till next thursday.
so went to pcc to find kenn and all.
and again something happened
why must there be soooo many thingy happening in one whole day.
im already sad about the accident
and now.
you wna 1 on 1 with person A
why must you do this?
im SHOCKED after the quarrel you had with A
you started scolding all those crude words.
i was stunned, my mind was completely blank.
wanted to help you, but i dont dare.
then now you wna 1 on 1?
&& daniel says person A is very cruel in fighting.
after i heard him telling about the incident when person A was still primary 5
he went to use a metal pole and hit a sec4 guy?
the guy head bleed?
im very worried for you okay?
daniel told brendan to look after you for this few days...
im became really emo.
i wna cry at that moment.
but my tears wont fall for the day?
why ?
im worried for you. i had gone through one case of you fighting with andrew.
i cried sooo badly even though you werent hurt.
how about now?
what you want me to do?
cry more badly than i ever had?
&& brendan.
pls i beg you.
pls dont do silly stuffs.
dont backup him.
i dont wish you to be hurt.
i dont wish you and him would be hurt.
you got the mood to joke with me. but i dont think its funny.
if you are hurt / injured.
i will be damn guilty.
ohmy.
how i hope you will reading this right now.
and cancel the fight just for me.

2007-08-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

today went to school with emma && meet minqi in the bookshop.
my allowance $8 was gone after spending it on those home econs thingy.
gah ! -.-
before going for chinese lesson, i was searching for plaster
because i had blister on my foot.
wanted to buy it at the bookshop but intend to buy after chinese lesson is over.
then went back class, mr leow already in class so cant buy..
but brendan went to buy for me siah.
shocked dao !
thought he wanted to give me sweet, but is plaster.
asked him how he got it && he went to staff room, general office to ask for it.
In the end, he bought it.
thankyou brendan :D
i gna return you the money
then after that was recess.
tht chou kenn cheah & andrew
keep on teasing me lah.
saying my head smelly.
because i kept on saying
your head (ni de tou) && chou kenn cheah or whtever.
now they say me back
gah !
then was english, history then music.
Mrs tay today nvr come, so got relief teacher.
that teacher is good.
she let us use phone in class, then we listen to music :D
but that mr lee is like peeping at us in one corner lah.
luckily me and crazy partner went pass then saw him, quickly went back class to inform em.
but he is clever, he knew we will tell the class so he went off.
after school, went for band
nothing pretty much happened..
im looking forward another bright new day :D

2007-08-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

today didnt went to school
stayed at home do the elearning thingy
wah, so fed up lah
sooo lag..
login must wait, then click my task load finish luh, nth comes out -.-
while waitting, talked to alot of ppl until msn very lag too
then very boring wna play audi also cannot T.T
luckily the thingy extent until sunday 2359 loh..
2 schools using elearning today
thousands over ppl using that small lill internet confirm will lag dao siao..
after that, went out took bus 165 with sirui and suyu
went to amk to watch rush hour 3
then charlyn came
lalala
the show damn funny lah
we laughed dao mad :x
i hit suyu hard, she hit me back -.-
then after that pei suyu go chinatown
took mrt while charlyn go back home to change
sirui and suyu went for interview
they gna go for work on this sunday
$60 for 12hours man !
ums, quite worth it but will be tiring because they doing the tour exhibition thingy one..
after that quickly rushed back to hougang
brendan called us, at first he told us to wait for him at boonkeng but in the end never..
&& he went over to brendan house too :D
alighted at potong pasir, aye dontknow how to spell
to wait for charlyn..
after that wait for brendan and kenn at mac
they walked damn slow lah :xx
i keep on saying ' not bad...'
until suyu, charlyn & sirui cannot tahan anymore
they even create something like
if i said not bad, the next one will say too bad
then very bad, after that is no bad
hahaha ! cute bunch of them :D
after the guys came, we went off to school
ohya ! we even created a name for brendan and kenn
they are BurgerKing :D
Burger - brendan
King - kenn
nice hur?
the both of them laughed at me for carrying suyu bag
said i look weird ><
evil burgerking
humphs..
then blablabla
had a talk in the hall
quite boring, tht suyu see wrongly lah
say he wearing the brown jacket tht i gave him
but its black colour one -.-
then after that talk, went to eat dinner with parents
booo ! cannot eat with them
sad lah, because he also there but never eat T.T
ohya ! shumeimei !
thankyou for recommending princess diaries this book for me
its sooooo marvellous :DDDD

2007-08-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

today wasnt a good day for me..
reached school about 7.10 -.-
was so excited for going to sch because he said he will cheeer me up
&& who knows..
he didnt && i teared again in class !
gah !
wasnt happy at all !
its happened while we are waitting for Mr lee to come..
&& then minqi asked me to skip ....
then i said i cant, she said he going to brendan new hse at kovan melody with suyu & all
im aint satisfied at all either..
became damn emo okay..
kept on thinking about this 3 incident..
think until i cried okay?
minqi && all thought wht sirui had told me until i cried
but not !
during english lesson, how i wished the time would fly faster
i want to go recess
i want to cry.. i cant do it in class..
but in the end,during recess i didnt cry but was laughing away -.-
moodswing lahs
after that was maths..
i cant take it anymore..
im just too sad..
i think too much, so i told josephine why i became so emooooo
they thought i always being emo but No !
i told her..
how i wished im now at home ! i could cry as much as i want..
wouldnt have being like now, trying to bear the tears making me suffered so much..
want to cry but cant because i dont wna to xiasuay myself..
after finish saying and finally she understood, i cried and cried..
she told me to relax, i wanted to hide from mr shahrom but he came over to my place
asked me whthr i wna go toilet..
okay i sort of venting my anger in the toilet..
gah ! im just tooooooo emo..
i was really wondering
why must this keep on repeating again and again
first was the national day outing, at first i can go, he cant
after that because of tuition i cant go, he can go ! gah !
then was this thursday one..
i can go, he cant go ! wth !
im already very emo about this and now is today !
why must person A choose today to go there ?
why !!!!????
you knew today i had band, how i wish so much to get to have fun with him
and yet you choosed today to go !
gah !
wth !
im aint happy !
im boiling hard
fine.
&& he lied to me !
you said you would cheer me up
and yet you never !
my miserable life !
too much hurtings
gahhhh ! T.T

2007-08-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

hms, today i wasnt tht emo luh..
although yesterday night i teared a lill bit :x
woked up at 8.30, went to eat breakfast then came back use com..
then daddy came && nag at me T.T
since nobody's online so went to read princess diaries :DDDD
its soooo nice to read !
read until page 102 luh
woo !
hms, maybe after finish reading this book
shall go borrow another princess diaries from suyu :DDDD
suyu, sirui, minqi && siti went to watch secret today
didnt go, wna saved money for this thursday
might be going out && take neoprints with maya too
its been long since we went out luh(:
feeel so bored for now ..
ohyeah !
tmr going back to school again !
i missed him lots over the long weekend !
aye not to be bias, i missed everyone :DDDD
shall go read my book, Byeee :D

2007-08-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

im emo..
i teared again..
why ..
heaven..
why must you play a fool with me..
make me so excited and happy about this upcoming outing..
thought he might go..
and now..
you tell me..
you dont want..
why must you hurt me once again..
this seems to be the truth?
Heavenly father..
im very sad..
is this really meant for me..
im tearing now again..
why is this repeating ..
was happy tht suyu broke one part of the barrier for me..
tht make me daring to talk to you
but how about the other part? which is this..
Nobody can helped me anymore
im deeply hurt..
This is the thing i get back..
this is the fate..
im very sad,unhappy, emo whatever..
you made me happy for the past few days
and now
you played a prank on me
IM hurted..

2007-08-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

just now went to hougang mall at 10am to have our monthly
committee && SL meeting(:
rushed out of the house asap after receiving shumei's call
reached there, went up to foodcourt && start meeting until 12.30 :D
then had lunch with claudia && shumei(:
ate chicken rice, then went to library to borrow books
borrowed the book tht shumei recommended on which is Princess diaries :DDD
shumei borrowed 3 books, claudia & me only one(:
then went out of library saw suyu & lipin
waved to em and went to popular
helped shumei asked the harry potter 7th price & all
then walked home with em
walked halfway
muchen && malvina behind us
oh hohoho
such a coincidence :DDDD
walked until hg plaza there.. me && shumei went separate ways from em..
im dead boring ..
just changed mizuki blogskins,tagboard,songs && url 0.0
think i had to go off now
ohya me and shumei are back to friends again
&& heard tht he was sick )):
so shall pray && give my wishings for you
hoped you get well soon :DDDD

2007-08-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

well ppl, thanks for your concern && all
especially my mizuki dearie ..
im feeling much better after yesterday outing
with minqi,sirui,suyu && josephine
went to gym at 3, afterwards went to play badminton
at sirui hse downstairs de court
i team with sirui
minqi with suyu
but got 2 lill kiddos wna play too
so yup minqi && suyu let them play
tht cute boy
is damn pro lah
although he seems too young to play badminton
the wind is damn strong and yet he can hit the shuttlecock far enough that
me && sirui didnt get to hit it at all -.-
so xiasuay that we lose to 2 kiddos
i told em
hey tht cute guy
is xiaobrendan :DDDDD
tht prettaye girl is my sister !
because when playing badminton she would have lots of stunts, just like me -.-
Lols
then i went to ride tht kiddy bicycle
oh hoho !
so small && cute
i forgot how to ride, josephine && suyu teached me
hahaha my senoirs :DDDD
weee ! then i learnt how to ride in a few minutes time
its fun hur..
then went back home late by 8 mins for the ndp show

just now heard some bad news from my friend
didnt know how to cheeer her up at that time
sry didnt helped much :xxx
but now everything is okay :DD
then brendan, hope you get well real soon(:
&& then back to me agains..
although i might seems to be happy
but no matter how i make myself to forget about the incident on wed
its still appearing in my mind
&& hurting me again..

2007-08-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

well, im not angry with person B anymore
its just a misunderstanding..
B just went to accompany them to watch the movie..
he was right..
im very concerned about him yesterday night..
asked B lots of questions like
your bought the popcorn individaully?
person D sit with who? etc..
i thought A might shared popcorn with D
although B tried to console me
but im still very emo..
he said he will change the fate so that A can go out with me..
i shall trust him..
but if the fate really cant changed..
its shall be the heaven will that prevent me going out with him..
thinking over && over agains..
asked myself lots of questions
is this really fated that i cant be with you?
why cant i go out with you once?
is this heaven will?
do i really meant not to be with you?
there's always a barrier between me and you
everytime when im able to go out
you cant go..
when im not able to go
you can go..
why is this repeating all the time?
i just cant break the barrier..
whys!? )):
my heart is yet broken again..
you're having fun but im suffering
i teared for you once
&& now
i teared agains..
thks dajie,sanjie,laopa,daddy de concern
but..
i think for now..
nothing could make me happy..

2007-08-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

gah ! im here agains to vent my anger !
sry if i used any crude words
but i just cant prevent myself
my mind is boiling hard !
gah !!!
wahlao eh..
person A & B
you all very bad lah
especially A
at first we wna go watch movie, you said you cant as your mom wont allowed
now we not going anymore, you said you can go
okay fine
im not pissed off by this
oh wells..
heard that you two went to watch the movie alone
especially that person B
watched before and yet you watched agains
wth !
no wonder go until 6
thought you all rich kia played pc bunk till 6
in the end hohoho
knew the facts
&& im very pissed off !
im not sure why am i so f*** up
but i just want to vent my anger here !
oh well..
if person B saw this post..
let it be
let B know how im feeling right now. this moment, minute !
if it wasnt person C told me about your go watched movie
i still didnt know man
C also quite fed up too
although A && B go do whatever things..
is non of my business but im just pissed
why cant i go out with you once!?
why!?
why...
im very disappointed
im sad, emo, unhappy whatever
dont bother about me much more..
you may think you are having fun
but im suffering..
just because
i had never went out with you before..
is this really meant for me...
emogirl is back agains..

2007-08-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

im dead tired man ..
woked up at 5.20 then rushed to bathe, prepared && eat my breakfast..
was supposed to leave the house before 6am
but suddenly i having a stomache
make me rush until like mad
gah !
was late for band -.-
today ndp parade was not bad :DD
but i played alot of wrong pitches :xx
&& my friend said when they heard the school song..
they were very blur dontknow where we played until..
after the parade when to the hall for the concert
we were at the back && when the choir sang those songs
we all stood up && sang along too :DDD
saw brendan turning back to look at us
after that kenn turned back for a moment..
think he saw me as minqi && all said
he was very agitated when he saw me?
was like ehhh munyee is at the back ! 0.0
although they said he really said that but i still cant make myself to believe it :xx
then went on the stage to sing agains but this time i never sing along with em..
was rather quit paiseh as he can see me ..
after the whole event..
saw minqi and all at the canteen so i joined the fun
they also decided not to go watch movie anymore as too little ppl watching
so we went to hg mall eat breakfast / lunch
on the way he called me and i was so excited lahs LOls
took pictures lots of pictures with dorothy and suyu
shall post it next time
have great great fun with em :D
ohya !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
SHIRUI && ANTHEA ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

2007-08-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

nowadays many things happened
tuesday, after art lessons he told me to takecare of his pencilbox..
after recess was freeperiod
so we went back class to slack then when he wants his pencilbox back
i dont wna give him, then he asked me for the maths hmwrk to let him copy
i went over to his place to have a chat with him
at first it was damn fun, then minqi and all was talking about me and him
and so emma took a pic of me and him sitting together, kenn was shocked at that time
then from andrew's hp, they send it between themself. kenn was so fed up
took suyu and andrew's hp away and deleted away..
i was shocked because of his anger..
after that incident i became super emo which i never been such a low mood before..
during math lesson, i never even say a single word but just staring into the blank..
almost cried, but sniffed which josephine heard me doing that.. then she was shocked too
get to smile and laugh abit during HE..
then yesterday after school, i went back home to get a bath and changed clothes ..
brendan and all was waitting for me at mac before going pcc play badminton..
reached there, all of them were playing poker cards so i joined the fun..
then andrew wna play too and so play play play :D
but .. got one time andrew go pick a card when it wasnt his turn and kenn scolded him
&& he fed up and left mac..
after that we went over to pcc heard that andrew wna 1 on 1 with him
was shocked, then while waitting for them to book the court..
nova came, heard the conversation between him and andrew
saying what use the elbow to hit him, he cannot take it one
omg, was so damn worried ..
&& also got stick loh thought andrew wna use the stick to hit him too =//
then brendan came out told us to go into the badminton court now !
&& dont come out no matter what..
minqi wna asked why, but brendan didnt said because he scared i angry..
at that time, i knew what going to happen next..
i said okay, and walked off towards the court..
tears in my eyes, falling off any minute.. heartbroken too
freesia saw me going to cry and went back ..
cried until very badly, the girls went to play badminton..
i saw the guys went to the 4th or 3rd floor..
heard andrew screamed, was super worried and frustrated
on my mind kept thinking of him being injured..
thought andrew went mad and screamd then hit him hard..
after that brendan came back, followed by him and all..
quickly went out to the toilet..
he saw me, asked minqi what had happened..
cried and cried.. emo and emo..
why is there so much things happening nowadays?
which making me so emo..
makes me worried for him, i really hoped that he or the guys wont to such things anymore..
just over for such a small matter..

2007-07-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i ever post
decided not to use the com that often anymore((:
well, fun memories are getting alot more..
on friday played badminton with them..
yesterday went swimming with sirui,minqi,josephine and suyu :D
was fun, then after that saw my bro and his gf..
after that we went to hougang mall, 4th foodcourt
the place where we sit is damn cold lah, then we did some homework and all
i still cant forget that thing you said on friday after literature
asked you whether can lend me ur racket while u go derry hse and compass point
but why should u ever said that?
1st. i dont like you
2nd. i dont like you and 3rd.
but before you said the 3rd one, i said fine and went back to my seat..
although you said you were just kidding with me, but i was emotionally hurted by you
became emo during art lesson, you didnt even care
okay fine, think suyu was right, you dont like me
&& brendan was wrong to said that i would have a chance..
im just too naive
everytime being emo is just because of you
well, not to let my friends to worry for me..
i said there only 2 things can make me happy again
1st. chocolate
2nd. either brendan or you says some jokes to me make me laugh
everything is destined
i cant make you to like me
its ur choice..
finally watched finish corner with love
i cried from disc 15 or 16 till the end of the episode which is 23
its so touching, cried and think alot
think the guy might be you and the girl might be me
where me, you is suffering alot
i dontknow what should i say much more
but i will wait for you to accept me(:

2007-07-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to harbourfront with my family, to eat lunch with my brother's girlfriend parents((:
ate at 88 restaurant? weird name though :xx
ate the wedding package
hms, quite yummy ! :D
was quite bored too :xx
because they were discussing about the marriage thingy, i left at 1.40pm
rushed to dhoby ghaut asap, because minqi,brendan,sirui and birthday girl (suyu)
was waitting for me, sadly dorothy,freesia, andrew and josephine couldn't made it )):
minqi and sirui wore black t-shirt
me, suyu and brendan wore white && brendan wear the one that i bought for him at hongkong ! :D
the girls said i look much chio for wearing mini skirt ? 0.0
and should wear it more often? -.-
nvrmind(: then went to marina square watch ALONE !
woots !
was rather very afraid of watching it, but i want ! xP
bought the tickets and went to arcade to play for awhile..
afterwards we bought the snacks and we went in..
sirui went in then minqi,suyu, me and brendan :D
the 4 of us took out our jackets to prepare for the show..
its so super scary lah ! got alot of scene was with frightening sound which makes me jumped
still remembered, one scene where the ghost eyes were filled with blood & i saw the eyes
i jumped onto suyu that side. scared me to death =//
brendan is the most brave ! :D
he not scared at all and yet he laughed at us -.-
sirui covered her ears only.
after the show, went back to arcade and played until 6pm then we went home
while walking towards the mrt station, me and brendan walked very slow
the other girls walked damn fast, they made fun of us too =//
was quite a fun outing but without dorothy and all, its wasnt that much fun though :xx

today school wasnt that bad, first lesson was chinese
got back our compo writting, geraldine got 44, me and sirui got 41 && minqi got 42 :D
after that was science then english.
mr lee talks about racial harmony thingy and all(:
&& i use the scissors to cut my nail :D
afterwards was history, teacher changed !
mr lee said she resigned =//
got a new teacher but we think she will be unable to teach us too, her voice can only go to a limit
then was music, played chong er fei again -.-
after that was maths, brendan asked me was i emo because of something..
hms, its true i was quite emo after music lesson
i also dontknow why was i emo =//
maybe because of him ?
after school was band, blahblahblah
and there's no band for this sat !
gna do my hmwrk luh
byeeeeeeee[[x
before i go,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUYU ! :D

2007-07-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday after school, went home took a bath and watch corner of love until 1.50 :xx
was meeting up with josephine at the bus stop at 1.55 lols
then we went to school, took those preparation things then went to hougang hub((:
was so damn busy doing last minute of decorations =//
rushing here and there, but we did it in time
at first there wasnt any customers coming to buy our kachang puteh and indian tibits
me and sirui was sitting down there staring in the blank
at night more and more customers came until we were so damn busy
got 2 uncle bought 6 coupons and he bought everything from us ! :D :D
we were very happy, that we cheered ! everyone look at us too :xx
we packed up at around 10?
there were still many big packets of indian tibits
saw mr lee and his daughter
then we put everything into his car
went home took a bath and sleep((:
today woked up at 6.30 then went for band
although, i clipped my hair and etc.
i still got caught for my socks even though i pulled up -.-
im the only one lah, but luckily 50 sentences only
blahblah, think yesterday did the funfair till too tired
not enough of sleep
keep wanted to sleep during band :xx
after band was raining heavily, went to hougang mall to buy waterbottle at minitoon
bought a pink one :D
tmr going out for suyu bdae !
wees ~
going off now :D

2007-07-17T21:38:00.001+08:00

school again(:
&& things happened too
went to school, saw the police car
saw flour or powder on the floor, vice principal, principal & mr guei was talking to 2 police ?
paper being torned off on the floor..
was rather weird, heard my friend said someone actually wanted to spill oil in the canteen? hms..
but nvrmind, we didnt really care alot about it(:
first lesson was music, played chong er fei again..
i want play forbidden love ! -.-
after that was pe, but there was lightning and was raining too
so there wasnt any pe ):
stayed in class and discussed about mizuki's bio :D
after that was history, didnt really paid attention, was busy doing math hmwrk xP
then was selfstudy & recess((:
afterwards was math,
almost the whole class never bring 2B text & workbook
mr shahrom was very angry till he punched his fist hard on the table, scary =/
josephine was rather clever ! she saw lisa's book and she took it :D
but brendan dont have any of it
so me and josephine joined table, while kenn and brendan joined too
the both guys keep on staring at me, then laughed ! -.-
thought my hair was messy but no its not
they did it for fun? l0ls
after math was home econs
minqi,brendan,kenn,me,josephine and emily was the last to leave the classroom
then we walked halfway towards the HE room
they told us to go back classroom cause teacher never come
so went back and were the first to reach
then this thingy happened that i will never forget !
i asked brendan to go switch on the fan, i think he slowly put his bag down
so i said i go switch it bah
but he ran towards the switch as he want to see who reached first
and so i ran too, i think he bang onto one of the table beside him
which makes the table move towards my side there
then i tripped over the table's leg !
&& then i fall towards the wall, my right hand was the first to reach it then i sprained my hand !
omg ! at that time i felt the pain ! because i never had an experience of spraining my hand
so i didnt know how pain was it !
i turned around, brendan was beside me and i cried :xx
then more ppl came into the class was damn xiasuay
minqi pei me go washroom but walked halfway then never go luh because i stop crying?
she wanted to go back take tissue for me, then josephine took our bags out then we went over to the HE room again
aunty said our teacher was not here too ! l0ls
then went back class again, but heard that someone blamed brendan that he pushed me down !
omg, then they said brendan was angry and sad
i was shocked, dontknow how should i react
mr raj was their relief teacher, he damn good lah !
do finish the assignment they can leave ! omg, actually 2.30 end lesson
but 1.30 we dismissed :D :D
then sms brendan saying it wasnt his fault but he only took a glance at the message !
omg, i was shocked at that time.. was very afraid he's angry with me ):
then i asked suyu who was the one that blamed brendan and it was WH !
suyu said wh go scolded brendan why he go pushed me down, then brendan was quite angry and emo luh then he go took away his hand from him and all those rude languages that start with K comes out !
i can imagined the scene, its makes me think and think until i scold those words too !
was very angry and sad until i cried again
was scolding cb and all =//
then was saying why he go asked brendan ! why !?
cried & stopped walking ..
walk abit cried again
all the thing in my mind was just the scene of the both of them
minqi and josephine at first was blocking me , but in the end kenn they all saw me
sirui came and asked then went to tell brendan and kenn!? nvrmind..
i kao at suyu's shoulder and cried too, lots of ppl walked past me and looked at me
xiasuay =/
then kenn walked over to me, tell me not to cry and all
after that played badminton with em, and i was better now(:
well, i shocked dao suyu cos i cry dao until very sad l0ls
dont think too much luh(:
going offf ! :D

2007-07-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

school today again..
carried that bigbig trumpet case to school
damn heavy -.-
first lesson was chinese
thought teacher will give us back the test paper but never -.-
sirui,minqi and geraldine went up to say kou yu
um.. think minqi will get a very high mark for it
after that was english..
then brendan like so emo, actually was something makes him worried alot =/
mr lee came told us to prepare a speech which might take place tmr !?
omg =//
i dont want .. if is by index no. and emily never come i would be the first
after that was recess then maths
told mr shahrom bought the performance i had during racial harmony fair and all
we are going to sell kachang puteh ! 0-0
then was history, went to IT resource room
we didnt know where was it so we tour part of the school searching for it :D
sit beside suyu and geraldine ! woots~
was supposed to switch on the com but ours spoiled -.-
then brendan com can use but mouse spoiled
LOl opposite lah
then had great fun with the guys :D :D
was snatching brendan's pencilbox away from him
but everytime i got it but failed to protect it away from him -.-
then geraldine screamed until so loud that i think glass could break at anytime 0-0
all of us never even listened to what the teacher is teaching about
she is talking to the wall lah.
after that she fed up and told us go back class to study
then mr anba came
didnt brought my workbook, names being copied down
after that was science
never really listened attentively too :xx
was writting down our mizukifamily biography
&& finally kenn agreed to be our UNCLE ! :D :D
had being asking him to be but he rejected
was discussing among ourself about those biography thingys
then mr guei came and said we need to change classroom because of the sec 4 & 5s oral exams?
we shifted all those books under our desk to the cabinet
then went over to 2faith to continue our lesson
we sit in a row, um like
sirui, me, josephine, suyu then minqi(:
behind us is kenn, andrew and brendan
had another fun with the guy again :D
kenn go kicked my chair
then they used the rackets to tap on our shoulder then tell us guess who did that
fun lah
but aiyos another teacher fed up because someone said to the teacher
ehhs ! like us go off early leh, 2pm already
then teacher said okay fine then he walked off 0-0
after that had band(:
thanks guys who pei me until i go band :D
&& finally our table is full !
back to the normal way !
chitchat and blablabla !
i shall go off(:

2007-07-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

woked up at 9am ~.~
i find it so bad lah.. ppl can sleep until 12pm
but me cannot ):
today was rather a boring day ..
morning took sometime to create a new skin for my blog
first time ehs ! :xx
but no pic quite plain lah
but very pink
woots~
then about 2pm go eat lunch, came back home quickly rushed to bathe
took all the things i need for my performance
ums.. reached there 3.30pm? just nice xD
then waitted for mr ng to fetch us to blk 175C
was like practicing there till it was time for us to perform
ate dinner or maybe teatime food :xx
after finish eatting went to the road there, stand in 2 rows
then perform ! :D
and one of the minster smile at me? 0.0
wanted to laugh but cant =/
blablabla..
tiring day
waitted for the bus for quite sometime with sheila,bryan,nadelyn and caryn
reached home around 7..
then took a bath and go eat dinner
yawns
boring ):
&& tmr there's band !
im tired ~.~

2007-07-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

today was another special day for me but not happy at all ..
today was the actual day of my bdae
im officially FOURTEEN !
woots~
fourteen july, fourteen years old
hms.. hahha
woked up late at 6.50am
was rushing then went for band luckily not late..
but i bought 1.5 litre of water for nothing -.-
brass section went to the hall for rehearsal for the racial harmony thingy
guess i might have to give up my logistic job to josephine for the racial harmony too..
waa ):
nvrmind ask her help me xD
was rather alone today.. nvrmind thats what i deserved
tmr performance in punggol street at 3plus
then had to carry that BIGBIG trumpet case to punggol then back to hougang
omg.. im DEAD !
wanted to go out play badminton with minqi, sirui and josephine?
but in the end nvr
brendan is sick ):
takecare brendan ! :D :D
get well soon(:
just now was rather afraid to go her blog to see..
but in the end i went..
i will be waitting for her reply or to accept my apology no matter how long it takes(;
because i have to treasure this friendship if i ever get this chance to be reunited again..
so no matter what it might be or how long will it takes to make her forgive me
i will just wait and wait..

2007-07-14T14:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday sch was per normal but is a special day for me(:
first lesson was math..
abit xiasuay cos i helped brendan do de hmwrk got some questions or maybe all got wrong :xx
srysry ):
then was chinese
i was shocked !
i got the highest for the chinese test ! omg
54 / 60
i won lin gen ?
at first i was like laughing then suddenly teacher said the highest is huo min yi
then my mouth is like open ? lolx :xx
daddy got 52
ahyi got 50
ahdi got um.. dont say ltr she angry :xx
then wa unfair .. teacher tell me go out say the kou yu first
then i nvr bring my newspaper
luckily weiren got lend from him ..
unfair loh.. should be ahyi go first one .. but nvrmind lah :D
then was recess.. after that was lit..
got test but open book..
then mr ong come in and scold us ..lol?
last lesson was art .. didnt bring sketch book, luckily no need go buy xP
changed our seating arrangement too
was rather quite satisfied with this seating plan (:
partner with jolene
in front was geraldine and brendan !
yaye !
papa and ahyi with me(:
then infront de beside is josephine and minqi ( xiaoma and ahdi )
brendan lost his art file ):
someone took it?
after that we all rush home to take a bathe, changed clothes then went to meet brendan, sirui and dorothy at hougang mrt control room
doro was the first to reach then me..
saw kenn, ernest, ryan, winnie,fiona and some more ppl i think?
but cant rmbr (:
after that took mrt to dhoby ghaut to wait for andrew
we called minqi and she said she was still at josephine's hse ? omg..
3pm alrdy ! lolx
went to marina square to play arcade first while waitting for them..
after they came.. we went to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix
it was nice ! :D :D
watch dao 6.30pm
then went to arcade again.. not long after ahgong and papa went back home
while thegirls stayed to eat our dinner(:
left there arnd 8.30
reached home at 9.10
got a scolding from parents for being so late to reach home :xx
but had great great great fun with yesterday(:
we will go out more often with dorothy one :D

2007-07-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

okok..
i knew i did hurt you alot ALOT ALOT ...
i never think twice thrice or even 10times before ever writting that post..
now you hate HATE me.. i cannot do anything rights..
i cannot go back and change everything and today send you a sms said
" i know sry is no cure if not why do we need police" but i typed wrongly..
well.. you are angry with me..
theres nothing i can do to make our friendship back because i was a evil person..
evil seh.. nvrmind..
thats truly what i deserved..
i was stupid after all..
i wasnt as clever as you.. you are a smart alec..
okay.. say those things whatever you want to me..
i felt guility to write those things but i cant turned it anymore..
maybe ur clique might hated me too..
cos i HURTED you deeply..
dorothy wasnt feeling good either..
she said she feel that she was sandwiched between us..
im trying to help her to get out of us so she wont feel so bad..
but.. i cant think of any way..
she wants to help us to find back our friendship..
but .. i know you wont want to be my friend anymore..
because i was a evil person that would backstab ppl and said those harsh words
okok fck me..
i know you trying to help dorothy because she feels hurt by my friends and me..
ok i admit..
11july was ur suay day..
but was today was my worst day in my life
that i did such a IDIOTIC thing ever..
and it had lead to an end of our friendship between you and me..
and ya.. you might think i act innocent..
nvrmind then..
i wont be angry with you by saying that of me because there wasnt any point to be angry
as i did wrong things..
if i did went to band on monday .. you wont come find me and ask why
and you wont be talking to me and we wont quarrel until now?
after all was my fault.. and you didnt do anything wrong..
so you cool down and dont be angry over me as i not worth it to make you so angry dao..
scold those harsh words.. but say me can .. nvrmind after all that what i deserved.

2007-07-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

today went to school told minqi and josephine about some incidents that happened yesterday =/
then went down for assembly then temperature checking ..
while walking back to class
we saw RAINBOW !
wees !
so long nvr saw rainbow luhs.. its so long and nice :D :D
loved it !
then was science lesson .. okok not bad after all..
after that was history, halfway through got firedrill
thought after dismissal for the thingy can straight away go for recess ..
but in the end went back class for awhile then go luh -.=
recess freesia come find us then we pei her go back classrm at 10.15
then was chinese lesson
sians got test, halfway through the test i was sleeping for awhile =/
then was english, listening to story telling then got some sadsad one ):
then was LCE boreboredbored..
me and sirui slept in class too got caught by mrs lum :xx
after school was on the way going to hg mall..
sirui was in front , josephine was in the middle, me and minqi at the back
was asking sirui about the seating plans for friday in the cinema
then we were on a slope
suddenly got something dropped on my head wanted to look up and suddenly
BANG ! so loud ! my heart almost pop out..
the bigbig leaves or stem dropped off from the tree
almost land on josephine head..
all the ppl were like looking at us lah
suay loh.. then sirui said got ants and is ALOT of ants
eeew.. luckily nvr dropped on us.. but sirui socks abit dirty..
xiadao lah.. frightening loh..
after eating in the food court
went sports hall played badminton awhile..
got one time i team with nova
then the shuttlecock flew behind him the i go hit, nova scared i hit dao him so he squat down but
worst ! i dontknow how i shoot it that the shuttlecock flew down and hit his head
everyone was laughing then i thought he might scold me loh =/
then 4pm sirui,josephine and minqi went back home
while me with the guys go pcc until 5 then went for tution..
hms 2 MORE DAYS TILL FRIDAY !
omg !
im excited ! lalalala !

2007-07-07T16:18:00.000+08:00

there's band today..
woked up at 6.45
then packed bag then bang !
my phone dropped on the floor and blacked out !
waaha ):
poor phone.. gna go for reservice luhs..
blablabla ..
band was boring nehs =xx
played songs for those performance ..
wasehs..
so many things gna pop out for this month !
1st. 13 july (outings for my bdae) because of band i could not go on 14july the actual day lahs
stupid nehs !
2nd. 15 july (punggol street performance)
3rd. 20 july (racial harmony performance + the fair at hg hub)
4th. 22 july (outings for suyu bdae) also because of band i could not go on the actual day which is 23july MONDAY ! wth ! stupid lahs..

rahs ! *bites !
hated it lah..
hms.. heard some conversation before i reached the canteen for a short briefing for today..
was damn freaking angry lah
she said tht !
lucky nvr go out on my bdae ! if not sure kena scolding by her..
freakout lah you..
ppl go celebrate bdae also cannot..
dontknw why sec 1 tht time soooo STUPID go join this cca lah.
really regret telling mrs ku tht my badminton skills not good cos scared i not in mah..
then tht friend of my, elis
thanks to you wohs~~~
is all because of you telling me to join band with you and in the end you QUIT !
walao ehs..
i really damn regret never join badminton lahs
stupid lohs.. cca always different from my friends..
then is so xinku loh.. play play play dao my mouth super pain -.=
then cannot do this do tht if not punishment
wth !
i dont even had my freedom ..
super damn regret joining this cca but nt badminton.. )):
blablabla !
suyu going to hongkong soon !
omg so missed her lahs ):
rmbr to buy present for me ! :D :D
lalala[[:
regret doing this & that ..

2007-07-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

hms..was thinking and thinking about the incident happened in class today..
played heart attack together with minqi and all.. & you played too..
you,me, minqi and suyu had to put down..
you were the first.. wanted to put but nvr..
i saw ur hand..
its make me thinks about you and her..
making me more sad..
and you decided not to play anymore because of the thing i did..
did i really do wrongly?
hais..
heard tht you stead with her..
was very sad..
know why i diao you ?
is because i was sad and jealous..
minqi said.. after i knew u got stead..
i nvr talked to you.. but its not true !
starting of term 3 you alrdy nvr talk to me..
why?
i dontwant..
talk to me..
i want those memoirs tht happened last semester
even if we sit so far.. we still able to chat..
im really veryvery sad..
those memoirs keeps on repeating in my mind..
tht time you bully , tease, play, make me happy ..
i really missed those times..
after a long term of holidays and we didnt really see each other...
you changed.. alot..
now.. not just only those memoirs repeating in my mind
but her too !
saw her at sweet talk..
early in the morning outside classrm..
she ran past me..
then saw you with her after tht..
going to the hall.. saw her again..
heard she coming to pcc jst now..
but lucky nvr..
i dontwant to see her..
but.. you went to see her isnt it..
fine..
you are just making me more and more emo and jealous each day pass by..
i wondered wht would happen on 13 july..

2007-07-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

woked up at 6am
went to sch early too !
minqi they all havent come except geraldine and siti =xx
first lesson was history ..
it wasnt so boring , went down to look at the history of our sch..
then do halfway we went to sit on the stairs to watch ppl playing baseball
but tht teacher chased us back to the general office and blaa~
then was recess ! wee~ so early lohs..
didnt eat.. then after tht went touring around the sch..
went to 2 diligence, 2 sin and 2 charity..
suddenly while walking got one sec 1 guy asked for direction to the computer lab 2..
walkwalkwalk.. then went back class put things..
me, josephine and minqi then continue to tour around the whole school..
boring mahs..
hms.. then was chinese..
sneeze for almost 10 times
waahs.. so xinku lohs ):
after chinese was english and maths..
was getting emo and sick
headache make me feel so bad lahs ):
after sch was much better and blablabla~
kkays was in mac with brendan,sirui,andrew and suyu till 5.oo
by then i was super freaking angry !
you had great GREAT fun with him for the past few days right !?
but i DONT !
know wht
iHATED you lahs
getlost can!?
you make me freaking angry and jealous lahs
talk to you but NOT ME !
wht is this !?
i hated you !
hurhurhur !
treasure her or her friend will slap u
wth !
fine ! fine !
go with her !
at first thought..
the ever best bdae gift i want to have is from you !
wanted u to go out on 13 july !
but now i DONT WANT !
fine ! if tmr she got go play badminton I DONT GO !
i dont want to see you and him with so fun memoirs
but me living in a miserable life !
u make my life so bitter !
i want to cry..
but my tears just dont come out..
my heart is shattered into broken pieces, powder, thin air ..
im sad,emo and unhappy )):
i want to cry out !
my heart was to cry
but why just i cant !
im really very sad...
pls, pls let my tears roll down..
tht would make me feel better..
i want to cry but not hide..

2007-07-03T17:39:00.000+08:00

today freesia,erin and dorothy went to express..
we felt abit weird without them..
first lesson was music..
played wht chong de song..
i want play forbidden love loh ):
its nice :D
then after tht was pe ..
played baseball..
the ball is called softball
but it aint soft at all =/
threw too hard until it hit dao suyu hand
then gt bruise
srysry ><
then sirui threw the ball to me.. hit dao suyu leg..
saw dorothy ..
hmms..
she seems to get well along with her new friends..
was happy for her..
freesia too.. bt erin not sure luh..
after that was history..
tht teacher so longwinded again loh..
wanted us to greet her for so many times..
then tell us write notes.. then she write dao so much..
after tht shumei, kailee pei doro come back class to take her table..
shumei was quite unhappy of those paikias in my class =xx
srysry shumeimei =x
after recess was maths then HE
went to home econs rm..
so unfair..
other grp get to do practical today, we next week..
after school went to canteen, then went to 4 unity to look for charlene as minqi got to take
hmwrk for her cousin..
waited for them about half an hour zz..
then went back to home econs rm to wait for sirui they all..
after tht went to hg mall to eat lunch with my clique..
saw freesia with dorothy ..
then we started to chat and blablabla~
went up to food court to chat more..
was chatting about my bdae outings on 13 july..
kenn dont want to go out loh..
he said.. he would rather go on 22 july where we will go pasir ris park to cycle
as it was suyu bdae..
i want him go.. he dont want..
actually had great conversation one..
but then walao..
it broke it lah..
irritated lah..
im unhappy, emo, sad whtever lah..
kays..
if u dont want go i wont force you ..
its ur own decision..
if u really dont go ..
i will only be emo niah lah..
okay !
im EMO, UNHAPPY, SAD WHTEVER !
i hated the way my life is now !
miserable !
emo !
unhappy !
and stupid friends of her lah !
say her act chio
LIKE U VERY CHIO LIKE THT LOR
leave her alone..
wth !
treat her like tht..
think wht? she ur wht?
dont need her leave her alone..
u think she feel gd ah..
wasnt happy anymore luh ! kays !
u idiotic girls !
[ p.s wasnt saying about my school friends ]

2007-07-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

woked up at 8am today..
dad didnt went to work .. he pei me dao 10plus
then i went out to meet minqi,brendan,andrew,sirui and suyu at aljunied badminton court there..
was the first to arrived lah.. waited for them for about 10 mins..
the guys was late =x
we booked 2 courts then went in to play first..
not long after the guys came ..
suddenly clarissa and another guy i dontknow who came in =/
was rather shocked.. thought we booked 2 courts alrdy and how come got ppl coming
so we thought was just 2 person playing and we lend them our court
suddenly lots of ppl came, super shocked..
then we feel very weird lah..
is like we booked the court but let other ppl play just for free?
unfair =/
blaablaa~
lazy to blog out wht happened xP
played dao 2.oo
then went to hg mall eat lunch..
was discussing about my bdae thingy and lots more..
hahaha :D
had so much fun lohs(:
afterwards andrew and brendan went back home..
in the end we went to suyu hse..
had some fun there..
watch horror movie ! scary =xx
its cinderella
eeyer super disgusting ..
watch halfway my parents called me so stopped it..
then i went back home first..
quickly chiong to do hmwrk xDD
last minute one ..
had great fun today ! :D :D
our memoirs ^^
ohya.. waa sadness man !
freesia (mummy), erin and dorothy(xiaodi)
tmr going to express luh !
waa !! )):
all go different class loh..
freesia go charity
erin go diligence
dorothy go sincerity
hoped the 3 of them had great future in express
make more friends !
we will hang0uts one ! xD
hmms..
g0ing off xDD
byyyeeee[[x

2007-06-30T15:40:00.001+08:00

just came back from band..
was so damn tiring for today lah ):
footdrills frm 7.3o dao 1pm ..
march march march, hanta, hanta, hanta
and worse ! having muscle ache .. rahhs !
yesterday badminton alrdy made my hand so painful and now is my leg )):
and i had sunburn o.O
face very reddish and my head reddish and hot too ..
but nvrmind(: this is just the start of our training for ndp..
more hard time coming soon..
after band .. committee members stayed back for a short meeting..
but ends at 2plus almost 2.3o..
then jingxi walked to the canteen first then me and shumei walked slowly
shumei thought how come jingxi talking to tht susie.. then tht stupid woman go
shout at me and shumei why we so late then go back home and blaablaablaa
then tell us and other band members to write down our name then let mrs wong see
she even shouted at adonia and tell her to shut up ..
walao.. freaking irritated by her lah.
attitude.. she very big meh.. shouted at adonia..
you sux lah susie..
say wht we so late then go back home.. our teacher alrdy went home left us if principal knows about this the teacher will be sacked..
i wished u be sacked better hur..
then everyone would be so satisfied and happy then u were gone..
u are such a kpo lah..
still rmbr wednesday when me,brendan,kenn,sirui,minqi and josephine came back frm hg mall.. then saw styles from beyond , they tell us take pic of them with the school name..
then susie came out to see..
waa .. kpo can?
rahhs~ spoiled my mood..
okay whtever..
now i gna use some vulgar words cos i cant stand it =x
susie ! pls fck off frm HOLY INNOCENT HIGH !
INNOCENT ppl dont welcomes you !
so would u just go other schools that doesnt have INNOCENT this word!?
u are just sooooo evil man !
alumni also need to write name and ic no. wth !
evil woman !
see... i was right.. innocent ppl dont welcome evil woman at all !
aye.. tht time u nvr come for one week? we are soo happy man !
FREEDOM ! why u come back?
we dont want hear u nag lah..
mr lee was right
WOMAN NAG MORE THAN MAN ! :D
blaa~ still damn angry tht u shouted at us !
and also tell adonia to SHUTUP! omg..
shocked man !
everybody in tht scene the face happened to be BLACK !
hated u lah..
say wht ministry of law ? lol?
then principal will sack the teacher..
whtever.. u are jst very annoying~
spoiled my goodmood u idioit ! =/

2007-06-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

waked up at 6am today, but then went to school at 7.10 o.O
aye is because of the bad diarrhoea tht i had..
if not very early jiu reach school..
nvrmind..much better now(:
went to the hall for assembly..
tht hall is so humid..
had 2 talks, one on fire and other is e-learning
talked to minqi and brendan(:
then went back class and finally one day without history lesson! :D
after school went to hougang mall to eat lunch with kenn, brendan, andrew, sirui, dorothy, josephine, minqi & freesia(:
aye the whole family laa xD
dontknow why kenn dont want be our uncle lah ):
we got a new ahgong andrew ! he's cute [x
after lunch went to pcc to play badminton with them but lipin and emma came(:
played dao 4.oo then got ppl booked court so went over to another outdoor de court
was so damn fun playing with kenn ! :D :D :D
i used dao too much strength, keep on smacked him xP
he said i should have joined badminton.. i want !
i regretted telling mrs ku i noob in badminton ):
but maybe is brendan racket too pro lah xP
got one time kenn standing on the 2nd floor wanted to use the shuttlecock to hit emma but everytime missed =/ then i will hit back the shuttlecock to him & got one time i hit too hard until hit dao his stomach ..
oops.. srysry =x
played dao 5.3o then went home..
emma and me took 87 .. almost missed the bus loh
lalala~
today i not emo, jealous anymore ! yaye ! xPP
was super uber happy !((x
there's band tmr.. cant waited for it !
do formation luh ! :D
got to slp early, byyyee[:

2007-06-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

lalala~ changed song again! loved this song loh.. so romantic xP kays..today is hi idol grand final lah.. was excited about it.. but waa.. boring man.. why almost everyday got history one.. if other teacher teached us i dont mind having the lesson for everyday loh.. this teacher hor.. so long winded one.. gave us back our test paper.. nvr mark one -.= say almost all wrong then dont want mark.. then tell us copy correction .. only got one line for some questions but she go write the answer until so long like 4 or 5 lines.. 2 marks questions only leh.. -.= weird teacher lah.. blaablaa.. hated her lessons.. then after recess went to the hall.. wanted to sit infront of him.. but haishx.. no luck man ! )): was getting emo again.. seeing him talking to others.. jealous mah ): blaaa~ and our sch ends xD .. then went to hg mall eat lunch.. then went back sch pei kenn and brendan they all .. but in the end met them at hg mall foodcourt.. had so much fun there.. taking photos..laughing like mad((: cheerme up abit luh ! ^^ about 5.30.. i was ready to go off.. then everybdy wants to go home luh except minqi waitting for her dad.. then kenn asked me where i lived at.. then told brendan and andrew to go my hse -.= then i thought they were just joking with me.. then when sirui and dorothy went separate ways frm me.. then i walked off, kenn they all instead of walking towards the mrt station they followed me.. so i thought they were jst playing with me.. so when reached the interchanged de traffic lights there.. i said gdbye to them.. but they followed me again until the hg plaza there de traffic light.. scared me laa.. thought really going my hse.. had great laughters while walking towards there.. im so happy tht they pei me go back home loh .. im so touched ! :D but then i felt guilty cos after i went off they had to walked back to the mrt station )):.. really ty guys ! xDD ur cheer me up alot !

2007-06-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

lalala~ today i had great fun with minqi,sirui,brendan, erin && ANDREW ! long time nvr see him luh xDD best buds~ but some of them nvr come )): sad tht doro can only go out once a week & kenn went overseas.. okay.. went to marina square to watch movie.. wanted to watch horror movie but there wasnt any horror movie ><> lol, we also played the drums.. i vry noob at tht ): blaablaa, then went to buy popcorn, me shared with minqi, sirui with erin & andrew with brendan, those penguins are sooo cute ! :D & wow.. eventually me and minqi first time ate finish the popcorn and drink finish our coke ! xP we even compete with sirui who the first to finish it.. and the stupid bag is soooo bad made.. nearly finish the popcorn and below the bag got hole, so the more we take the pop, the more the pop go out of the hole o.O then me and minqi was like playing all the while xDD show ended at 4plus then erin have to go find her mom at raffles place, so left the 5 of us... we went back arcade again, suddenly got so many ppl there lor.. all like pai kias =x we stood there for a few mins thinking where to go and actually we wanted to play bowling but its full.. )): humph.. made me wear shoe jst for nth >< in the end we played the arcade with the silly screaming game.. LOl, about 5.30 we took mrt back home luh((: tht my fun memoirs for today :D and so tmr there's band but is AGM ( annual general meeting ) bigbigbig day for us :D then i think will play games? if not why need bring extra clothes lolx.. then about 12plus there's buffet, after band minqi & sirui will come my hse to do online hmwrk
omg, tons of hmwrk waitting for me to touch onto them ! wondered can ask mr shahrom whthr can i dont do the express math anot =/ so my day had ended with memoirs(: & i missed him xPP